hey blogger. thanks for all these 4 yrs ;') cya there!
Saturday, September 29, 2007 @11:53 AM
I wonder wots and where went wrong. but i do know i'm really gt affected by the modules i'm taking now. composing music, reasoning, listening music even more.
especially when comes to composing. i keep emphasizing kind of music that i want to create.
i keep thinking about it. finding inspiration and-
it makes me wanting to understand myself even more. i started to be aware to lots of things around, which i used to be last time.
how ironic. people like stanley or even mr yusri hint/ask me a similar question sometimes ago.
but when i think abt it right now. i'm kinda speechless.
for the moment. i think im lost.
something i tot i understand. but i realized it just the surface of it. it all about under that surface.
"独来独去只想找到自己 而眞实的自己就是不能失去你"
Thursday, September 27, 2007 @12:29 AM
It’s such a funny sensation to be so happy that you wanna die Promises always were crazy to me But never was I so surprised
Minutes are longer when we are apart Your presence’s more than I can handle It’s come to the point where I wonder if I could ever be luckier
When suddenly I’m back at the core Thinking of her who had you before Were you as good As good as we are Do you remember?
Did you love her the way you love me? Is there a chance that there might be traces of her that you carry under the surface?
Lend me your ears, I would like to confess I’m doubting that you can be real By your side wearing a beautiful dress and celebrate how good it feels
Say that you love me, say that it’s true I know that I want to believe you But somehow silence speaks louder than words I’m worried she’s still on your mind
Suddenly I’m back at the core Thinking of her who had you before Were you as good As good as we are Do you remember? Did you love her the way you love me? Is there a chance that there might be traces of her that you carry under the surface?
Mmm I know that I’m selfish I know that it’s bad I know, but it’s driving me mad It’s driving me mad
Suddenly I’m back at the core Thinking of her who had you before Were you as good As good as we are Do you remember?
Did you love her the way you love me? Is there a chance that there might be traces of her that you carry under the surface
under the surface...
i just love tis song so much. realli
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 @12:06 AM
1stly, tis entry is dedicate to all of u. whoever is readin this.
jus wanna tell ya guys, im realli blessed in this life.
tho we know life is nvr a bed of rose but still there're things sure keeps us goin on ;D
i had once lost faith with things i believe in. however, friends proves to me they still exist. and i can believe it once again!
oh hey, im truley blessed wif music wif frends wif loves (((((: !
specially for u guy (: !
When they push when they pull, tell me can you hold on When they say you should change can you lift your head high and stay strong Will you give up, give in, when your heart's crying out that it's wrong Will you love you for you at the end of it all
Now, in life, there's gonna be times when you're feeling low And in your mind insecurity seems to take control We start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval We keep forgettin' that the one thing we should know is
Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar
The boy who wonders is he good enough for them He's tryin' to please 'em all but he just never seems to fit in Then there's the girl who thinks she'll never ever be good enough for him She's tryin' to change and that's a game she'll never win
In life there's gonna be times when you're feeling low And in your mind insecurity seems to take control We start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval We keep forgettin' that the one thing we should know is
Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar
In the mirror is where she comes face to face with her fears Her own reflection, now foreign to her after all these years All of her life she has tried to be something besides herself Now time has passed and she's ended up someone else with regret
What is it in us that makes us feel the need to keep pretending Gotta let ourselves be
Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar
Don't wait, no more Spread your wings and soar Don't wait, no more You can soar
So What you waiting for? ...Don't wait...
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 @1:12 AM
"there's no way we can never take things for granted. cos we are selective listeners. "
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 @12:05 AM
truly a great start for this sem. really was a hectic morning running up and down at the IThelpdesk and all. gosh. i hope i actualli lost some weight fer tt lar.
classmates were realli friendly. to be honest, i didnt really give my 100% attention in class. cos i was busy fixing my laptop ):
there're more stuff to share but i can tell u personally if u are realli curious to know abt it. -grins-
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well, on the way home todae.. i actually questioned hafiz smth like this :
when comes to relationship- do u use ur mind to think someone who's suitable for you or do u follow ur heart and to be with that someone who gives u the feeling like the sense of security?
apparently, i tot i wld most probably go by my heart, that feeling tt someone gives me. and understand tt person well.
hafiz thinks another way if i'm not wrong.
ahahahahahahahaha. seriously, this is a tough question....
a penny of your tots. feel free to share to share it in the taggie (:
Sunday, September 16, 2007 @10:47 PM
hello!
its like tmr gonna be the 1st dae of sem 2 just so happi to get a new laptop b4 tmr. AMEN TO ALL.
just b4 tt. im so blessed can. i realli realli wanna thank to frends supportin me n all. rpws concert, e24d class chalet, night cycling and work are totalli best things happened during this holidae.
oh oh! i learnt how to cycle! finalli n my legs are full of cuts n bruises.. im serious-
thanks to cpc n huici being there fer me when i realli realli needed someone so much (: uncountable thanks n <<3s'
as for the class chalet. i was once again - drunk. great, i dun dare to drink vodka animore. i swore. n how lovely n nice to have classmates to tk care of me >.< seriously, i do felt abit gulity abt it. but realli thanks for takin care of me. the most importantly to make tis class chalet so fun!
thanks everyone.. u guys realli made my holidae a best one!
okay. realli goin off now. gonna be a hectic semester tis time around.
tk care everyone! ((:
Monday, September 10, 2007 @1:00 AM
jus some random stuffs im thinkin now..
wish can turn back the time back the 8/9, 7pm
but i understand we cant. tts y 'cherish' exist
<33 rpws
i noe how my heart feels tt moment. but i dun wan the same old thing to happen. therefore i have to keep it to myself.
still realli. im happi fer now! :]
Sunday, September 09, 2007 @12:42 AM
this is smth tt i must blog about.
well this is nt my 1st performance. but i just can answer u y i was *** ****** ****ing nervous! sure is a dae i wont forget.
all those normal prac were totalli fine n okay. until todae. it almost scared the shit out of me.
n i wont realise all of us had been practicing so hard since april.
ofcos most unforgetable moment and experience. together with my beloved frends, section and bandmates :D
thanks for writtin the romaji lyrics last min >.< (sheerui!!!) thanks for all those hugggggies when i was realli damn scared n nervous-! ofcos thanks for times we sat down together as one band n prac together!
lastly frends who came down to support! oh yes n the gifts too! muhaimin! hope u get well soon (:
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @3:15 PM
its nt tt im MIA or wot. is just tt i dun have laptop to go online!
aniways. DO COME DOWN FER RPWS CONCERT on 8th SEPT. TRCC, 7pm!
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @2:29 PM
i havin some slpin difficulties recently. although i started to go bed earli but it took me few hrs to realli gt into slp.
thank god holidaes are comin. the up comin rpws band concert gts me kinda worried. well, but i know it will eventually be alright.
but i realli hope my classmates and frends in rp can attend tis concert. y? cos the onli time i feel gd n all is when im on the stage as a musician or artist. n i will give my 100% for the audenice.
oh no. im seriously nt gettin gd rest. sigh.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @2:56 AM
i can have a gd family tt everyone supports each other.
i can have a gd family if all of them tok to each other more.
i can have a gd family if they bother to listen
y am i the youngest? y am i the one who's always watchin all these goin on n cant do anithing?
its makin me to feel tt im a burden to all them
oh man. i seriously cant slp. i realli tried my best.
im sorry sandy. i made ur eyes red again.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 @3:24 AM
sure i need time to breathe in more.
sometimes i dun understand y i feel that i have to tone down and keep stuff to myself. maybe i jus dunnoe how to bring things upon my own.
aniways. lots of things happening recently!
2 main things were RPWS 4th yr celebration and Corrinne May concert! :]
it was realli great and i realli enjoyed.
gar meng claimed one of my fav corrinne may's song is cheesy! he's mean.
right now, realli have to focus more on upcoming concert. am some how worried abt it.
oh no. dun talk abt sch work now. im already in the holidae mood! i doin rubbish in class! goin to get better job ASAP.
but nt forgetting doin all my hmwk and research. i was havin a great time listenin to john he was sharing abt his experience in his band learnt alot of stuffs from him about local bands.
okay. K.O. already. i neeDa rest rest rest.
Thursday, August 02, 2007 @1:41 AM
its so funny now that I see.
it was then, my childhood fav cartoon brings back the feelin i always have. hmm. i nt too sure whether isit becos i askin myself too much as musician (wanna be) i've been so disappointed abt myself nt able to put my emotions into music.
even if its nt abt music. i still wanna at least feel smth inside. is nt nice nt to able to feel anithing.
it makes u feel u're like livin a lie.
aniway. lesson learnt (:
& PROFILE
sandy lee si min
24/9/1988.
RP - STA - Sonic Arts
wind symphony / acapella -mia-
music fluatist
flute player (:
Oh, life is a glorious cycle of song,
A medley of extemporanea;
And love is a thing that can never go wrong;
