Saturday, December 31, 2005 @12:18 AM
no gd. i think i fallin sick now.
runny nose. feelin cold also. -__-
heyy. i dun wanna spend my new yr dae on my bed. roar-
aniways. east coast outing was fun.
oh ya thanks to all the moo moo milkies fer teachin me how to ride the bicycle. :/
yupp yup. the outing was funn :] i give thanks to god.
i realli enjoyed myself back then. haha. tho i was kinda tired :/
'sandy! must look str8! dun look downn. u will fall!'
'yaya. balance urself!'
'xiao mei mei. bu yao kan xia. xiang xian qian mian you SHUAI KE'
(which means. little ger. dun look down. imagine there's a handsome in front)
lol. a uncle was watchin us tt time. heh. oh well.
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maybe i shld think of it rite now.
to be honest.
i almost forgot those times when i fall fer a guy.
ya la. forever feel paiseh.
n runn away. oh man. i look so stupiddd. lols.
i still remember there was this guy i like
eh. he told me he like ger playin piano. esp playin canon in d.
LOL. u noe wot. i actualli pestering my senior to get me the piano score.
prac the piano after sch at sch hall. was hopin somedae i cld play fer him.
aiya. u noe. in the end didnt make it la. gee.
aniway. i hope he's doin fine rite now (:
when comes to think of it.
there's realli no ani reason y we like a person.
but wot i noe is. i will be wif him till we're old.
love him. even all his gd n bad habits.
makin him happi n all.
lovin someone is so simple rite actualli?
haha. gtg man. i dun wanna fall sick.
adios. wahahahaha.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005 @2:43 PM
its so cold outside there. ya. raining heavily rite now.
dun realli like tis kind of weather.
like the sky is cryin.
ya. the 1st thing we learn when we're born. is to cryy.
juz like. if a person dunnoe wot's sad, sorrow.
they nvr noes wot's happiness.
tts y the sun will always shine eventually rite after the storm.
am i able to make pple happi?
y do we make pple happi?
am i gd enuff fer someone?
perhaps.
the rain will tell me the ans.
Monday, December 26, 2005 @10:32 PM
still. i feelin tired.
to be honest. i didnt slp well mostly every nite.
i dunnoe y )x izit becos i keep worry abt other stuffs and all?
sigh. no. dun sigh. cannot sigh. liddat will make me feel old ):):
alright. watched narnia durin xmas.
haha. oh man. narnia is damn nice la. so touching.
then. boxing dae which is todae. went to glosz house.
sit down there eat chicken wings, drink wineeee ( yum. i love wine)
chit chattin, watchin tv.
oh man. u noe wot we watch ornt.
1st was madonna mtvs. next were
eh those make over la. pple go fer breast reduction etc etc.
then next is wild sex. ya discovery channel some more.
wild animal doin sex n sutff :\:/:
oh ya. did i mention tt yunus kena force by glosz to drink a cup of salt n sugar solution. haha. cos yunus's stomach upset.
(aww :x)
then went marina after tt. lol
v tiring dae. oh well.
todae's also the 1st yr after tsunami incident happened.
hope those victims's love ones have already let go their pain n all.
ya. haha. life goes on still.
juz believe cos god will send an angel fer u (:
tc pple!
Friday, December 23, 2005 @11:31 PM
wahahahha. tho i'm so tiredd rite now but i'm enjoyin myself so much! :D :D
yupp. was doin the recordin todae durin rpws prac.
woo. kinda scary :\:/
but mr gloszy seems to able solve alot trouble fer us. lols.
ya. after tt everyone was like givin out xmas present-
damn shld have bring all chocolates there -_- i feel bad.
then was slackin in the band rm awhile.
oo yes. i was 1/2 drunk durin tt time. haha. dun ask y :x
ya. went to ps kfc n makan. took neoprints.
haha. yes yes. chriss is damn hardcore punani/punuts.
lol. still dun ask me y. but lookin at his hair n u will noe y.
met up wif zat yunus. wanted to play pool in de 1st place but in de end we didnt.
cos all pool table were used :/
fwahahah! yaa. tmr's xmas eve. goin shoppin wif my family!
gonna enjoy these days le. same goes to u pple :]
p.s thanks fer linkin me kenneth! :D:D
@12:41 AM
hi all! oh look. xmas's cominnnn so soon!
ya. aniway. juz got back my new 3G sim card frm m1.
n i actualli usin a pathetic nokia 8250 phone rite now. sigh.
nvm lar. can sms n makin phone call its already enuff.
omg. swsy havin break till next yr.
n tmr's rpws last band prac. :(
oh well. juz enjoy myself allllllll the way to new yr :D :D
still dun have ani idea wot to do durin xmas beside goin church in the mornin.
yaya. and i'm broke too! - ___ -
money's always a big prb. i juz cant escape frm it.
bahh. forget it.
alright. hope each n every my frends out there gonna have a sweet n wonderful xmas!
bless u all :]
Monday, December 19, 2005 @10:33 PM
1stly 1stly.
i wld like to thank all my frends who helped to call my hp number n tryin to find my phone.
ya. i shldnt be so careless in the 1st place. hai.
aniway thanks to u all of out derer so muchhhhh. :]
ya. paragon performance was funnnn.
tho. the 1st half of the performance we all didnt fellow mr tan's tempo etc etc.
but later it was much better.
yaa. the orange gangg in the loadin bay. WAHAHAA!
had dinner wif the rest at taka too-
then met up wif yunus, terence.
after go jalan jalan around. oo. pple u gotta check the star wars pc game @ ck tang lvl 3,4?
:X it was freakin funni.
felt loved these few days :]
izit becos xmas is comin? lol. cya guys
@10:33 PM
1stly 1stly.
i wld like to thank all my frends who helped to call my hp number n tryin to find my phone.
ya. i shldnt be so careless in the 1st place. hai.
aniway thank u so muchhhhh. :]
Friday, December 16, 2005 @11:25 PM
readdin angel heart comics frm front to back, over n over again.
all chapters realli v touchin.
protectin pple whos important to u and or tt.
u pple shld readd. its so nice.
i feel happy tt i can tok him like last time as a frend.
he's now bz n stress up wif his projects.
n there's the time frend tts me, come n save the dae. wahaha.
yup yup.
i'm fine i'm fine. he's my frend ya :]
juz look back all the things tt had happen.
i feel so thankful to pple who always there fer me.
i cld hardly believe tt i'm a person who i am rite now.
n all those pain n tears i went thru.
let me learn how to view things in other way.
sometimes. u dun simply juz see a pictures.
try to feel it.
even a person. he/she might usualli joke around n stuff.
there will times u feel u noe his/her true colour.
okay. i dun realli noe how to explain tis.
but. i juz feel tis way sometime.
well. the most important i noe is tt. god gave me lots wonderful frends here :]
- u might feel tts something missin inside u.
and u tryin ur best n believe u can make it one dae.
u always bring tt smile to everyone even it's so hard fer u to smile.
u care fer other pple too.
and tts y i think u're realli gentle person. -
Wednesday, December 14, 2005 @9:08 PM
alright. back to bloggin.
well well.
i felt much better back then. after meetin up wif old buddies. haha.
been restin well at home too.
ya. restin = slp whole dae.
haha. i even dreamt myself callin one of my frend daddy :s
okay. gonna do xmas shoppin soon. plannin to call up all my oldies to shopp!
hmm. aniway. swsy havin a performance tis comin sundae outside paragon.
waahaha. around 2pm. stop by if u goin to town tis sundae.
okay gotta run. cya guys!
Monday, December 12, 2005 @11:39 PM
ARGHHHHHH
i'm so irritated.
i think i'm havin some kind of mood swingg.
y? y? !@#$%^&*(-!!
:(:(:(:(
save meeeeeeeeee goddd oh pls.
Sunday, December 11, 2005 @5:50 PM
i juz realised todae's 11th Dec.
gee. i'm so shocked. cos time files so fast.
i'm like in tis funni mood.. hmm.
like. cant wait xmas to come. yet so afraid at the same time.
i kinda afraid i gonna celebrate xmas wifout all my frends again n again.
life is so different frm now on.
i'm losing track of time.
somehow i wish tis xmas season can calm my heart down.
my frends out there.
u gonna be my best xmas presents (:
Friday, December 09, 2005 @8:17 AM
now look.
i dun think i'm gonna work already.
i like havin 2 band prac and one theory lesson every week.
i realli cant bear to give up on band and go to work.
thanks mom. fer being such a gd gd gd gd mother and understand how i feel.
love u :D
i'll be a gd ger. i promise :]
oh yess.
rpws band camp was so funnnnnn xD
i wont forget things had happened durin the last 2 days.
times when i was havin fun wif the pple there durin the game.
times when i was so touched by them durin their step down ceromony.
how i wish this cld happen when i was still in gsb.
but still those laughters, smiles and tears that i saw frm their face,
had locked deep inside my heart.
okay. lets tok abt my hair colour.
YA I BLEACH MY HAIR OKAY.
and SOME pple juz enjoy callin me golden monkey.
oh pls. wat happen to my ash green =(
i dun care. i gonna dye tmr. sobbb.
alright. shall stop pple.
tc. yes. its been raining lately.
pls tc again. especially u. santa claus :X
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 @12:10 AM
ARGH-
its all abt money.
if nt becos of money i think i can go band prac as n when i like!
roar-
okay. stupid cafe cartel didnt call me.
also went robinson fer interview..
but. if i workin at robinson. i think i needa give up on band WHICH I DUN WAN.
rpws. swsy.
:/
jessica's zen. i still owe her around 120 bux.
WOT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?
Friday, December 02, 2005 @10:44 PM
juz do a quick update-
cos i've been bz lately.
band. wk. band and MORE wk x0!
okay. stupid xxxxxx company. suffered alot when i worked as a sale promoter.
ARGH. nvm, dun wanna type it out. cos there're TOO MUCH stuffs fer me to tell u.
okay. changin job.
back to waitress :D
at cafe cartel. wheeeeeeeeee-
okay. next wk rpws havin band camp.
too bad i cant go.
hai. sad man.
mama dun allow.
alright. stupid wireless singnal is gettin weak.
shall end here. tc pple! :D:D
