thanks kor kor :]
thanks emu :]
thanks carrick :]
thanks izzwan :]

love u guys! :] :]

i actualli went out of control todae.
cos it started to tear my heart slowly.

izit becos ur perception makes u think im actualli such a person?

was it i didnt pay enuff attention?

nt tt i requestin ani one of u to understand me.
but there're smth in everyone which other pple dont noe.
yes everyone.

i'd go hungry. i'd go black n blue.
i'd go same things as another pple do.
cos u didnt realise it.

jus tt i extended my limit.
dun compare whos the worse of all. still the feeling we've gt are the same.

izit im makin fool of myself, tts y u thinkin tt way?
dont do things jus for the sake of goin thru the motion.
at the end of dae, no one gains anithing.

even clown will get sick n tired of begin disguised..
i cant believe i will feel tis way again after so long..
maybe i shld go..

everything seem to be so meaningless already.

im tired.. realli-

woah- so tired. todaes lesson was fun yet it sucks.
aniways. todae after sch.
had dinner wif my classmates and band peeps together!

adzima, travis, carrick, jaslyn, yunnie kor and izzat-
7 of us had dinner at causeway delifrance.
it was so funn.

oh man. plannin to makan dinner next wk once again!
next time around its gotta be PASTA MANIA.
hoho. jie ying also addicted to it :X

oh yes. been tryin to find music school, cos i wanna sign up for vocal lesson.
dunoe shld go back to music clinic. i miss peter ho. lols.
he's nice. great teacher.

ala. so tired. actualli im v tired rite now.
guess i shall stop here. ooomg. cannot tahan. kk.
nites!

noe wot. beside seein my sec frends in rp
i also saw my long lost hong dao pri sch frends! lols.
man! i realli miss them so much.

i realli love those daes in hong dao pri sch.
when those times we knew each other frm pri one.
haha! i bet huiling also felt the same way too.

i love my classmates.
i love my rpws peeps.
all my frends, i love them all :]

aniways. i decided to quit swsy.
ya. i think i've stay enough in that band.
i realli enjoyed myself all my 2 n a half yrs there.
times when all of us workin so hard together fer the performance.
those times when they willing to take up extra time to help me.
and those time we shared our joy and laughter together.
i will nvr forget 'em-

aldwyn- haha. thank u. thank u fer all those msges.
was so touched by u back then..

after i told pple like yan yan, marcus, joanna etc..
tt now my sundae gonna finally be free fer me..
n i saw their reaction..
from the bottom of my heart.
i guess i've somehow neglected them bah.

well. i quitted swsy doesnt mean i lost my passion fer music okayyyyyy.
remember wot i use to say? - no music no life -
fer now i gonna persure another thing in music.

hey! im also a person who've a dream.
n everyone has the right to dream.
so wot if someone wants to be zookeeper?
its still a dream.

u may dream.
find ur courage n dream-
so never look down urself.
u will find one for urself somedae, one dae :]

believe me.

ouch. i cldnt doodge my 2nd bro's kick jus now.
haha. yea. was helpin him to prac his taekwondo.

aniways. cjc concert was great!
esp the percussion section.
they were realli awesome! woooot-
yup. haha same goes to one of the mc :x
ya. some jokes cant be say out in catholic enviroment. lols.
sial la yao feng gt bunch of fans too.

i realli love the lord of the ring movement V. hobbit-
v cheery n lively.
and yea. i saw Ted lim and ming li!
haha these 2 love birds.
ted lim : i knew him frm a flute workshop. hmm when i was sec 3?
ya. he sat beside tt time. he was frm st hildas sec.
was the band major in tt band. haha.
hes realli nice person n gd frend.
still remember tt time he was there fer me when i was down.
ming li : clarinetist. was frm chij tp. knew her thru irc last time.
oh man. reminds me of daes
when all my greenridge band, chij tp band n st hildas were so close.
crappin around in our irc band channel.

hmm. i finalli decided on lots of things.
fer the time i cant say it out. but promise i'll blog it here some other time.

oh yes yes. i jus finished readin on this chinese novel.
okay la. its actualli suppose to be in japanese. then they translated.
title is : 'nothing can change destiny.'
nice n touchin. toks abt these 2 persons.

the ger, shes jus a normal high sch student ; the guy, is a popular music producer artist.
and the ger is tt guy's big fan.
and there was a time when tt ger wan to attend the guy's concert.
jus the dae b4 the concert, the ger accidently lost her tix.
becos the ger wanted to go the concert so badly.
so she did smth tt was so wrong. which was to have sex with someone.
in return to get tt tix fer the guy's concert.

after the concert.
so happen they both met each other.
yea. that was when all the things gotta happen between the two of 'em
after the guy know the ger. he actualli found smth precious in tt ger.
so he've fall fer tt ger. n ofcos the ger will be happi. like duh :/

but sadly. the ger found out tt she gt HIV. in other words. is AIDS.
knowin tt AIDS cannot be cure. she was so lost at tt point of time.
and also when the schmates all avoidin her and bullied by 'em.

so how, she took up the courage and overcome it.
and her parents. tho there are some prb exist b4 the ger had infected by HIV.
the parents finalli gt back together.

whereas fer tt guy.
becos his ex's death. he lost hope and inspiration.
he cldnt compose ani song out.
but after he met tt ger. he finalli found new hope.
he decided to move on his caree in american.

actualli he wanted to bring the ger along with him
despite she gt HIV, and othe pple's discouragement, reporter wrote lots of rubbish on the news.
but in the end she didnt go wif him. cos of some incident.
someone actualli stopped the 2 of 'em. n they didtn noe abt it.

they were seperated fer 3 yrs.
after the both of 'em found the truth after thing which had happend 3 yrs ago.
and they finalli together.

the ger gt pregnant.
at the same time, her immune system also decreased v badly.
she can die anitime. however she insist to keep the child.
the guy agreed. willin to let her take the risk becos she wants it.

knowin tt she will die cos of havin tt baby.
she actualli wrote lots of things to the baby.
hopin if the baby can read it when grow up.

after the hard time, givin birth..
luckily the child was save. nt infected by the HIV.
and its a ger.

one month ltr. the mother pass away..

when their child grew up, she opened up to the letter that her mom wrote it fer her..
and one of it she wrote..
'' my dear baby, havin u here its the 2nd happiest thing is my life.
mama nvr regret havin u, cos u're both mama n daddy's precious gift.
wanna wots the 1st happiest thing in my life? haha. its when i met ur dad and i love him so much.. "

when the ger came to the dad and ask -
whether he's sad abt her mom passed away.
he replied : no. cos i love ur mom and ur mom loves me too. tts y u're here.
u're our precious gift. havin u n ur mom in my life are already my happiness.''

yuppp. tts the stories..
k la. im tired. goin to slp. nites everyone :]

firstly b4 i wanna start out wif anithing on tis post,
i wld like to thank god.
i wanna thank god tt im in such nice n lovely class.

my classmates are realli nice.
realli. i've always wish fer a class like this.
it simpli reminds me abt my sec 2.
tho thinkin back of sec 3. it realli freaks me out somehow.

jus so thankful.

okays. after 1st wk in rp.
gd thing is tt i started to get use wif everything.
and i realli happi with all the things :]

tho ytd smth happened. and i was realli scared.
i scared tt thing which i cant take it or rather afraid of,
was goin to happen in my life once again.

praise the lord.
it didnt.

hmmm. yea.
i noe. i noe i gotta start smth new.
and i realli have to let go smth else.

knowin i must manage my thing well.
so yea..
part n parcel of life-

and yes. ytd i also saw there's difference between us.
hmm nt tt i sad abt it.
jus tt i accept it all. cos i willin to and i want to.
n so mani things in future waitin fer me-

so now here- i nvr think of givin it up! :D

i cant help our feelings from overlappin-
my sense of reasoning cant be stopped at tis moment.
as it blossomed from my lips as i was dae dreamin.

u keep gettin lost again n again,
across the other side of the open window
always overlookin my sun up there-

izit still too early to 'love you'?
even if i've already said 'yes'?
if isnt the right time..
do u wanna jus say we'll be frends?

i jus wanna be sure of the distance of contact between us in our love-

i dun have ani patience for anithing like dust buildin up.
the reason we dun meet is within ur heart.

love me even as my tears come runnin out-
i'll start frm a happy endin
feelings frm our time together are comin back once again.

headin towards the dazzlin prismatic colored tmr
as though im flyin out with a brand new beat

if i'm overwhelmed by pain,
n you softly nestling in my heart-
it'll relieve me of my slpless nites.
and i'll have nth to worry abt as if i've discovered smth nice

i'll paint this new closet red, blue, white..
i want to paint the parts tt cant be colored with my own existance.
and i want u to know tt i can do it alone-

n guess wot-
im shining more than anione else. n more than anione else :D !
when im face to face with the one i love
eyes to eyes. i'll convery my emotions with my prismatic expressions-

so feel my brand new beat
because i'll convey my emotions wif my prismatic expression (:

yes yes. i started to schin again after a freakin long holidae.

yupp. studyin in rp rite now.
in class w34b.
thank god tt i've gt such a funky classmates.
they realli brighten up my dae :]

haha. yea. okay. now shall summrise wot izit gotta be when im studyin in rp.
here goes.

6.00am -6.15am : usualli my auntie wake me up after she finish bathin.
if mom's at home, she will jus kicks me off my bed n ask me to go wash up n bath.

6.15am - 6.40am : most of the time. i'll half aslp while bathin. then comb / style my hair. apply facial cream.

6.45am - 7.00am : multi tasks. cook noodles. pack my stuffs fer sch.

7.00am - 7.15am : faster eat noodles, wash up everything. grab my bag and get ready to go out.

7.15am - 7.20am : walk to the bus stop and wait fer bus 187.

7.20am - 7.45am : listen to my mp3 player on the bus till i reach woodland interchange.

7.45am - 8.00am : walk my way to rp. buy some rubbish frm 7-11 and make my way to w34b.

8.00am - 8.30am : 1st few to reach the class. switch on lappie. check email and look at timetable. maybe disturb travis on msn tho he's already in class. kah jiao pple whos already on msn.

8.30am - 9.30am : lesson starts. tryin to figure out wth the fac tryin to explain.

9.30am - 10.30am : maybe crap around wif nurul n the gers. disturb amos n rest. if nt chong to 7-11 to get smth b4 the queue become into great wall of RP.

10.30am - 11.30am : tis is when im gettin tired n stress. cos my brain cells are dyin by then.

11.30am - 2.00pm : brain stormin. do the powerpoint. listen to music. dun realli go to the canteen cos dumb sch release 5000+ pple at one shot wif one canteen in sch. unless pple jio me out fer lunch. sadly no. so stay in class n rot.

2.00pm - 4.00pm : torturous period. my head gets heavy. aww. guess i need to brush up my speech fer presentation. but love doin quiz.hmm. well i guess. hmmmmmmm. end of the lesson. i can describe myself like jelly.

4.00pm - ??? : basicalli say gd bye to classmates. stay in class do RJ. take my time to pack up or jus dae dreamin. meet xing hui / yunus jy / shi ling .. erm. k those frm rpws / my sec sch frends / band frends. if so pathetic. then walk to interchange alone. if there's band prac, walk allllllll the way to energy room.

and seriously im v v v v v v tired at the end of lesson.
omg. wonder how am i goin to survive tis thurs. there's band prac.
oh no. i think i realli have start to slp earli.
both my bodi n mind are weak. hai. yuck! i dun like-
tt doesnt like me. eeeuuuuww.

oh sandy! come on- are u gotta be like tis fer 3yrs liddat?
>.<

kkk. i think i go rest. tired... *cries*
booohooooooooooooo- ):

ERM. FER NOW. STOP MY BLOG SONG NOW.
PLAY THE SONG BELOW! WAHAHHA!
TOOK ME 2 HRS TO FIND N EDIT TIS SONG OUT OKAY.
LOLS. ENJOY xD

- Don & Drew - Be My Valentine (x



Don:
Girl, you don't know me but I sure know you.
From the long black hair to the size of your shoes
I met your brother, spoken to some of your friends
But, darling that's where it ends.

Drew:
Cause baby all I want to do is talk to you
To buy you a drink, maybe buy you some food
But I am a geek and I am nervous half of the time
So would you be, would you be mine?

Don:
Be my valentine...

Drew:
We'll go out about town to dine...

Don:
Be my valentine...

Drew:
I'll get you drunk on cheap red wine...

Don:
Be my valentine...

Drew:
Now that's when i'll touch your behind...

Don:
If you be my valentine...

Drew:
That'd be so... fine.

Don:
I'll pretend I like the restaurants you pick
I'll even sit through yet another chick flick
And if we argue, i'll let you win the fight
Just as long as I get to have sex that night

Drew:
But all you ever want to do is sit and talk
And go... for one of those damn long walks
I just wanna see you naked, is that a crime...
So i'm asking you, would you be mine?

Don:
Be my valentine...

Drew:
You'll have your clothes off in no time...

Don:
Be my valentine...

Drew:
Our bodies will be entwined...

Don:
Be my valentine...

Drew:
Don't tell me I'm not your kind...

Don:
If you're not my valentine...

Drew:
I'll break your spine.

Don:
Baby, you're a honey
Baby, you're a fox..
I treasure you more than my Xbox
I'll run buck-naked in the street if you asked me to...

Drew:
And even if you're angry and you kick me in the nuts
I'm the only guy who never ever hate your guts
So please say you will, cause baby I'm asking you...

Don:
Be my valentine...

Drew:
Baby, you look so fine...

Don:
Be my valentine...

Drew:
Uh mmm, and your bum is just divine...

Don:
Won't you be my valentine...

Drew:
Please, please don't decline...

Don:
Won't you be my valentine...

Drew:
Baby, baby can't you read the signs...

Don:
Won't you be my valentine...

Drew:
Stupid girl, you stupid girl. Just be mine

Don:
Won't you be my valentine...

Drew:
Our body fluids must combine.
You'll continue my bloodline

Don:
Be my valentine

Drew:
This mole, I swear it's benign.
Don't treat me like Frankenstein

Don:
Be my valentine

Drew:
I have no more words that rhyme

Don:
Really?

Drew:
'Cept for lime

Don:
Oooooo... Ohhhhhhhh (in the background)

Drew:
Just be mine. Be my valentine.
I think about you alot, really
I've never felt this way before. Honestly.

hmmm. jus dled guang lian's latest album.
guess i started love listenin to his songs.
esp tis song. which u're listenin frm my blog.

im thinkin of u rite now.
there will nvr be a dae when i dun think of u aniway.

it seems like everything i do, everywhere i go..
my mind is all abt u-

sometimes i wanna call u on the phone.
but scared i might get u into trouble.

even tt time when u were infront of me
saw u luffin n smilin.
dunnoe shld call u.
but in the end i choose hide somewhere.

silly me.
wish to see u yet i choose to hide.

man. jus missin u so much..

in town wif jan and jam 7/4/05-
n rpws chalet 10-13/4/05

so basicalli on tt dae. i was late.
cos i cldnt find my wallet.

lols. we went cine's pasta mania! LOL-
here the photos we took..



after tt...
we added cheese. n MORE cheese >:D~
eg like tis!

and we finished the whole thing! wooooooot-


ofcos we asked fer more cheese frm the staffs. wahahahah.
tis is wot jamie did to my pasta..


after eatin pasta.
we ordered tis!
muahahah. but. didnt manage to finish :X
cldnt take it animore. awwww :X



haha yea. after tt we walk around cine then to heeren.
lols. took neoprint. playin around the neoprint shop. lolls







went ps. ate smth n play house of dead 4.
yupp yup. tts all.

-------------------------------------------------------

now's here abt rpws chalet

okay. now now.
lets tok abt rpws chalet.
hur hur.

so one the 1st dae.
i met up wif angie at cck.
travel allllllllllllllll the way to tampines.
waited fer jie ying at tampinese mall
ate PASTA MANIA. i repeat. PASTA MANIA :D :D :D

ahem. then wen to the arcade n play time crisi 2 n house of dead 2.
oh man. i didnt noe i was so lousy when comes to house of dead 2 ):

after tt met the gers - ( meiyan mama, hannah, sheerui, peixuan, cassandra, mable)
took bus to aloha chalet. reached there n collect the key.
bz cleanin the whole place.

FER GOD SAKE. THERE'RE SO MANI ANTS. AND I MEAN IT OKAYYYY \(*.*)/

after tt the rest of pple came n join us.
kor kor, sherlin, james opps i mean ming cong >;D , stanley , darius, daniel , thedor etc..
again bz bz preparing food.
woah. stanley almost gonna burn the whole kitchen :x

yup. so basicalli we ate spaghetti fer dinner.
then orange came. next we sat down n slack around at the sofa.
haha. after tt dunnoe wth started wif some horny/dirty topic.
was it stanley? :o
dunnoe i shld be luffin or cryin down there =.o'

then mama n others took tibits n vodka fer us
and sat down n chit chat.
cant remember again who suggested playin game.
jie ying i think..

okay. shall nt continue here =.=
cos after tt i was drunk.
woke up realised i was on my bed.
knees n head were freakin pain.
my head like so heavy liddat.

ate panadol.
then heard frm the others tt they wanna go och last min.
OFCOS I WANNA GO.
lucky mable was there fer me. cos i was holdin her hand all the way to och

hmm. while we reached there. at carpark there.
saw these 2 guy smokin.
then there's a car.. cldnt see wots inside.
but funni thing is tt darius claim tt there two person doin -ahem- in the car.

but who cares. WE ARE GOIN OCH HOR.
at 1st dunnoe whether all of us shld go in ornt.
cos there's 11 pple. odd number u see.
therefore they suggested goin in two groups.

okay. tis is it.
me, sherlin, darius, stan, mc, peixuan went in 1st.
explore the 1st n 2nd floor.
then when we were at 2nd floor rite..
darius saw the police car drivin to OCH.

i swear darius ran damn fast-
he was like. 'FASTER SWITCH OFF THE LIGHT- RUN N HIDE'
prooooooooof-! he already went down the staircase.

>.o so.. jus basicalli workin around the bulidin.
lols then we saw the star. which drawn on the floor somewhere in a room in och.

haha. saw few groups of pple also explorin the place.
then we walked our way out. went changi village.
cats in changi village are weird. realli.
they jus stare. their eyes dun move.
no matter wot i do. they jus stare at me :
so went 7-11.
stupid darius.. luff at me. ahem.
we all use mama's ezlink card to buy drinks
walked our way back to chalet.

saw those mr chio bus :\ u noe wot i mean.
chit chat lots of craps till we reached chalet.

bath. then wanted to slp.
but air con was too cold. wonder how angie slp so peacfully :slp onli fer 2 hrs. woke up.
went down n stare at the air.

darius came back frm dunnoe where.
he sat and smoke next to me.
chat awhile. jie ying came down n join in.

chat until the dae breaks.
so darius suggested to go out fer a walk.

so yupp. we were watchin the sun slowly risin up.
haha. here're the photos i took by my bro hp..





-- manage to take tis photo. the rest i took were like a piece of shit in the sky :
woohoo! jus damn nice la.
then ar darius keep askin me n jieying.
the 2 of us to be his model.
i bet i look terrible in the photos.
cos i didnt slp at all. comfirm look like zombie-
=p

head back to chalet.
LOL. i realised i forgotten how to cook egg fer breakfast.
then darius came n tutor.
jieying also.
i felt noob back then :X

ate finish. then went to slp till afternoon.
when woke up. onli darius daniel hannah yunus jieying me in the chalet onli.
bath n brush teeth. prac flute awhile.
then sheerui n angie came back.
then we found out the rest went to the sandy beach.
now askin anione wanna go makan.
so i didnt go. didnt feel like movin.

ltr on they all came back.
some of 'em bath already went to take a nap.
some of 'em preparin food fer bbq or slack around.

then i went to the beach fer a walk.
listen to my mp3s. jus stare at the sea.
feel the waves comin towards me.

after tt went back.
ate chickens. chickens and more chickens.

lols. oh yea.
lian xiong came.
sat wif the rest n chat.
oo. did i mention abt me openin the wine :x
okay. sry hannah :x the flyin cock was scary.

hmm. then i went fer a walk again.
went to the jetty.
okay. i was enjoy the sea breeze.
after a while theres tis guy.
half naked. looks like 30+ wearin spec.
like uncle liddat.
came to me and said - in chinese
' miss. my frend wanna noe u. mind exchange number wif him? '
' erm. haha. noo. sry. '
' oo. wan me bring my frend over here?'
holy shit.
' nvm nvm. it okay. wahahaa-' rite..

ofcos i faster moved my arse off.
went back to chalet.

okay. i felt like eatin tt time
so basicalli.
i took chicken wings.
add more honey. put 'em in the micro wave.
ate water melon.
wanted to eat otak.
but wah kao. it tasted damn sour =.=

hai.
then some of 'em went wif hannah to look fer her frend in other chalet.
then i went to bath. after tt chit chat wif mc sherlin n korkor.

korkor was waitin fer jy to come.
so i companied him. huggin my teddy bear till fall aslp.

when i woke up.
tiam huat was next to me.
n realised it was the last dae of chalet.
everyone already finished packin up their stuff.
left me :X
so i rushhhhhh-
prooooof.

did all the house keepin stuffs.
then i took all the left over seasonin sauces etc home.
n when we walk out.

i saw kenneth tan.
my pri sch frend.
kinda suprised.
cos realli didnt see him fer ages already.
his lecturer havin weddin there..

haha. cant feel kiddish boy in him animore.
guess he've became more mature. oh well. its like 4,5 yrs back???
like duh!?

took bus to tampines.
n home sweet home! wooooot-
yupp. tts all.
took me long time to type out all these.
enjoy man!

here's the photo fer rpws.
sadly of 'em werent inside.
but still did enjoy myself somehow (: (:



kk. gtg. goin sch tmr mornin >.<
havent install some important prgm in my lappie.
bye all!

MISS SANDY LEE'S BACK-! \(^.^)/

MISSED ME MUCH? :X
MUAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH-

ahem. yes yes. i'm back frm rpws chalet.
my arse realli hurts. the mrt trip was freakin jia lart.
pple kept steppin on mah feet while i was slpin.
shld have took 67. can slp peacefully in the bus.
but oh well. NEH MIND.

reached home in one piece is already amazin.

oo. gt new furniture at home.
wahahaha. cool huh-
k. v tired rite now. i look like some panda now.
shall go take a nap.

TONITE I SHALL CONTINUE ABT A DAE WIF JAN N JAM
AND NEXT ON RPWS CHALET.

SO MY LOVELY AND KAWAII READERS. STAY TUNE :D

woot- sial la. glad i gt funky classmates in w34b
haha. it kinda fun yet abit boring.
neh mind. i lookin forward to my yr 1 life xD

hai. lots of bruise over my legs.
oh do i have to explain it? u guys shld noe ._.
guess im nt use to the enviroment.

my poor hp drown in the basin todae.
...
BUT MY BRO LENDIN ME HIS NOKIA 3230!
YAHOO. YAHOO YAHOO.

k. off to chalet till thurs.
although there're some disappointments.
nvm. shall enjoy myself no matter wot.
bringing my flute. need to prac fer my audition.
n yes study theory.

o. i gonna drink.
yes drink. drink till i drunk.
haha- pls dun stop me.
i jus doin tis once. dun worri-

usually im fearless
but i've become undone once again.
each n everything tt i've gt on my mind..
i'll keep it all safe so that- ...
u'll be free.

so stress.
stress fer the audition. stress till it so tired fer me to smile rite now.

omg. sucky dae.
hope i'll feel better tmr durin successful computin.

so stress! n tired!
cant take it animore. goin off. BYE

W 3 4 B

tis aint my cup size.
some idiotic pple like yi mian tot so -.-

i repeat. w34b is gonna be my class fer yr one in RP.
wah w3 is pretty far frm the main buildin leh. :/
heh. lookin forward to tis class (:

feelin so air headed rite now.
realli realli. was watchin tab tv on ch 5-

hmm. its kinda disappointin to see pple dun wish or bother to find their purpose n meanin of life.
they jus live their life blindly.
go around to have one nite stand n stuffs.
wot a pity.
nt tt im lookin down on them. but it so freakin saddenin.
but realli i gotta respect flyin dutchman n evenlyn tan.
they're realli a gd parents-

argh! im like some kid who refuse to grow up.
cos i jus dislike tt tis is the reality we've gt.
but oh well. too bad. i want to shout back : "SO ?"

\(^.^)/!!

haha. woah. aint makin my post to be sad wan fer todae. hmph-
remember. this is my story. i gonna make it a gd wan :D:D:D:D:D:D

oh gosh. im so tired rite now.
SMTH WRONG WIF MY SCANNER MAN.
): ): ):
it cant work properly. argh!
oooo- wots wrong wif u, mr hp scanner \(>.<)/

wanna scan the neo print which i took wif jamie n siying/janice.
okay. siying sounds better.

aniways. yup. went wif 'em.... okay ytd.
its 2.07am btw.

hoho. WE ATE AT CINE'S PASTA MANIA.
yes yes. :D~
haha. okay. shall summrise everything.
so basicalli. we ate more cheesseeeeee instead all the pasta we ordered.
im serious. kk. i will upload the pic once siying send me.
lols. u wont believe we ate tt much. jesus-

took lots of pics at cine and heeren.
took neoprints. met vincent- jamie's frend.
then we took bus to ps. YES.
frm heeren to ps. cos poor jamie was wearin heels :x

then we went to the foodcourt.
and candice came. then then ar. ltr on.
went to play HOUSE OF THE DEAD 4 again :D

okay. at 1st i played wif vincent.
i took the left side gun ar.
kns- its SPOIL wan lor.
machim like i usin shot gun instead of machine gun.
-.- stupid. i was damn fed up.
so i went to play the left side. SOLO. WOOT-
well. at least im satified. ahahahaha.

ltr on. rudi came-
so so. i.. okay. pangseh-ed siying n jamie >.<
then went VCH wif rudi n candice.

k. me. SANDY LEE SI MIN-
gotta THANK MR RUDI AND MISS opps IS MDM CANDICE
fer helpin me to trash to the concert hall :x

i have to say. the band has improved. sound much better.
n the bass tbonist is DAMN GD. woot. im serious-

after the concert.
we went long john sliver.
chit chat awhile and waved gd bye to 'em
and took bus home.

saw my big bro on the bus.
we sat together.
but after we've alighted.
my big bro was walkin damn fast.
hai. i always hate boys walkin fReaKin fast.
wifout waitin the gers.
argh-
so we dun look like bro n sis.

but when i go out wif my 2nd bro.
pple tot we are bf gf =.=

aniways. msg candice on my way home.
then reached home tok on phone :D:D:D
bath. fixin stupid scanner. msn-in.
-eh check tis out. lols.


can see how boliao we were :/

next.
and here i am bloggin.

oh and aniways.
received the rp DAE email.
gt rejected by 'em.
glad i gt in rp by JPSAE.
i think i jus damn lucky.

realli praise the lord!
i thank u lord fer everything.

im jus so thankful wif things ive got.
i love u father.

i pray lord u will protect each n every pple i love.
my family. all my frends.
im jus so glad to have 'em.
and father i will continue to shine wif u to the eternity.
amen (:

wonder whether u've heard it over the phone.
tts the piece which i wanted to play it fer u long time ago.
its one of my fav piece.

me me me..
as long u're happi. i definitely will be v happi.
dun need to ask y. the reason is obvious eh? (:

okay. goin out tmr wif jamie n janice.
haha. then meetin rudi n candice in the evenin.
basicalli goin out whole dae tmr.

jus figured out minor scale.
shall prac well tmr. ahh! audition tis sundae. gosh. \(*.*)/
pple pray fer me kk >.<

k la. nth much to update. tts all.

omg. finalli ended lots mass msn conversation-
its been a long time. haha.
oh yes. was playin msn game wif jas too :X
wahahha.

now bz rippin songs frm my cd. heh.
sch goin to start soon!
man. jus cant wait fer it.
okay. i done wif backin up things in my lappie (:

whee whee. eh no. no whee!
WTH- PASTA MANIA IS HAVIN THEIR DnD!!
no PASTA TIS WEEK.
I WANNA CRY LA. sob-

gosh. time's passin so fast.
it kinda scary whenever i realised it.
dunnoe y. seems like smth's carryin me to somewhere wifout noticin.

and my hair is gettin long. woot-
can tie up already.
haha. cant wait to have new hairstyle :X

oh. so tired so tired.
haha. gee. cant wait to see sunrise.
yes. i realli wan to see sunrise once again-
hope i can see it next week. tis time around.

i wanna see it wif my heart.

life is jus so beautiful.
if u use ur heart to feel it and see it (: (:

My love
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's right

My first love
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

And I
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do
And your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Oh yes
You will always be
My endless love

Two hearts
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun
And forever
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

And love
I'd play the fool
For you
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
'Cause baby
You mean the world to me
I know I've found in you
My endless love

And love
I'd play the fool
For you
I'm sure
That you know I don't mind
'Cause baby
You'll be the only one
'Cause no one can deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love My love, my love
My endless love

words fail, music speaks (:

there's a evolution goin on in swsy n sws.
so basicalli.
gotta get ready 16 bars frm ani piece fer audition next wk.

OH MAN. I WANNA PERFORM IN ESPLANADE ON 9th JULY PLS. OH GOD-

): ): stress.

nth much todae.
as usual. band prac then theory lesson.
scored 81 fer the test. okay.
then went ps as usual.
saw han wei. my pri sch frend-
then blah blah. AND WOAH.
I SAW A PRO PLAYIN HOUSE OF DEAD 4!

SERIOUS! he's FREAKIN PRO-
he completed the whole game wif onli bloody one token-
baldwin was like 'wah kao! all prefect shot sial!'
aldwyn : comfirm eat bullent grow up wan.
me : wah! holy crap- i wanna him to be my shi fu! xD~

haha yea. so lastly.
walked to mrt and waved gd bye to all of 'em
and i took bus home.

then bath. tok to pple on msn.
zz. so tired. kkk shall go slp now
bbye! gt recordin tmr! YAY! nites pple :]

wahh tired!!!
came back frm concert.

oh man. gotta thank keith fer the ticket :x
saved my 10 bux.
sat wif mr tan beng wee durin the concert.
then ltr dunnoe where he went.
and i was alone after tt.
saw yf when the concert ended.
n i bought his cjc concert tix frm him :x

k la. its been awhile goin to band concert.
I NEED TO MOTIVATE MYSELF AGAIN.
seriously. i have to polish up my skill.
i'll NVR stop my passion fer music.
so ya. guess i realli have to prac hard once again.

aniways. was browsin thru RP's forum.
omg. my head gets BIG. i mean realli BIG.
esp toks abt those orientation stuffs.
pls tell me its normal fer a freshie like ME, will feel tis way??

>.<||| ...

oh boy. so tired till i think my brain's gonna stop workin soon.
shall stop here pple. gt swsy band prac tmr n.. AH! theory lesson gt test!!
>.<||| x10 ...

alrighty.
i realised lots of my sec sch bandmates had no interest in band animore.
now hey. look.
im still in the band. playin flute.
frm the dae i was born. i started to listen to music.
im still listenin to music fer 24/7 in my life rite now.
i did freakin bad fer my Os-
and im lucky to gt into rp.

wondering wot god tryin to hint/show/tell me?

however. my life maybe seems abit borin fer others.
but im proud wif everything ive got rite now.
n i will make it shine :]

and part of it becos i've gt u. haha yea! :]
ur smile is smth tt i realli wanna see :] :]

sandy lee si min
24/9/1988.
RP - STA - Sonic Arts
wind symphony / acapella -mia-

music
fluatist
flute player (:

Oh, life is a glorious cycle of song,
A medley of extemporanea;
And love is a thing that can never go wrong;

under the surface
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