Saturday, October 30, 2004 @5:36 PM
i brought the cd already!
yea! long live stef sun =x
aniway. i realli love tis song.
realli realli.
Friday, October 29, 2004 @11:05 PM
fri. fri. fri.
last day of sch. maybe it also gotta be my last day in greenridge sec?
who knows.
today's also our pricniple, mrs lee last day too.
she gotta retired le.
had farwell celebration wif her.
was kind boring tho. =x
somehow still wish her happi retirement.
remember that last time when i was sec2, the band suspose to have a trip to aust.
damn. she cancel it. :|
bahhx. nvm larz.
but she's the one who "bought" my name up. she asked me performed and represent the sch outside.
was realli a great time. my 1st solo and success performance in my life. woOw.
nvr forget.
after sch.
went to eat lunch at bangkit kopitiam, wif jac n some of my jrs.
yummie. my fav meepok :D~
returned to sch after lunch.
coz today having band prac.
so so so so bloody long didnt go back to band already.
saw heri n sipeng. my ex-seniors.
we went to see the band doing foot drill.
some of us sitting in the concern there chattin'
then i took heri spec and play around.
wahhaa. guess wot. i make myself look very nerd, stupid n dumb.
comb my hair down, pull up my socks n skirt, tuck my blouse in, showin off my braces.....
me! nerdy me! heri standin behind back there.
woot. choi boh. xD
BWAHAHAHA. i realli look very retarded!
everyone was luffin their heads off.
then i purposely join in the band n march wif them.
woot. the jrs were all like ---> o.O??o.o"O.O!!O.o"'
fun fun!
next,i walk around the sch. wahaha.
manx. u realli shld see their expression. esp the teachers.
bloody fun.
then i 'return' back to normal.
join in the sectional.
we practiced in the winter of 1730.
nottin much happen. juz bz teachin.
when band was gotta end.
mr ching my conductor came n tok to me.
fer some band regulation. n wants me to tell whole band.
yea. jrs fault. nt realli actually. its we the senior who started trend.
to play other instruments. which is nt allow to do in band =/
but it seem like tis time he realli angry wif it.
coz tis is nt 1st time he warn the band.
sigh. there it goes again.
went to bt panjang plaza after that.
wanted to buy stef sun's latest album.
then i went into the cd shop and asked.
the staff told me becoz of the singlet, the album will be delay fer one day to release.
havta come back tml.
aiyooooooo. wasted. wasted my ezlink $$.
walking home.
listenin to discman..
the weather started drizling.
i stopped at the big pond.
staring at the pond.
it realli looks nice.
like stars shines.
"And life is a road, and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep going on.
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
In the end I want to be standing at the beginning. With you."
well. i'm back to my normal life once again.
Wednesday, October 27, 2004 @1:50 AM
was tryin to fall aslp on the bed juz now.
listenin to drama moods 2000 album.
suddenly timmie called up my handphone.
timmie: police station.
*.*!?
me: mental hospital
timmie : [dunnoe dunnoe wot] chalet
me: changi village.
wtf. pple behind was blastin. got trumpet, clarnet n some others?
brandon playin wif his clarinet.
timmie: she said hi.
brandon: ....(dunnoe wot he doin)
timmie : he point middle(?) finger
me : i point back then.
brandon : come la!
timmie : he say 'come la'
me : dun wan -.-
gosh.
10min++ listenin to them blastin.
and i dunnoe wot i tok about.
blur blur listen.
they realli sounded very happi.
geex.
wld my life be like those final fantasy series, kingdom heart n some rpg game [nt resident evil or onimusha pls =.- i nt darin enuff]... story line?
fight every battle and searchin fer the truth.
to survive in the game is to continue fighting.
try nt to flee. (unless u so pathetic go n use cheat code)
somehow. almost every rpg game have their own moral of the story.
there are family n frends.
cherish everything that we have.
to believe and to trust.
and come to a certain point when we realize who we actually love?
realize how precious life is?
whenever i tryin to be positive.
there were things kept tellin me.. tis world is cruel.
well. i suddenly realized i'm a person who have no life.
am i odd?
umm. kkae. i self-pityin.
i wish after i start workin..
hope there's a slight change in my life.
however. onli music keeps me alive. yea yea.
i juz pray god will ease all my pain.
*think of you, wherever you are.
we pray for sorrows to end,
and hope that our hearts will start to blend.
now I will step forward to realize this wish.
And who knows:
starting a journey may not be so hard.
or maybe it has already begun.
there are so many worlds---
but they share the same sky, one sky, one destiny."
Saturday, October 23, 2004 @11:55 PM
my dearest schoolmates in sec4e, 4nt and 5na.
the last day we sittin in parade square together.
the last day seeing each other durin recess.
the last day lining up together in singel file.
the last day singing national anthem n takin the pledge.
things which happened in tis past 4yrs in greenridge sec..
realli make us grown up alot. yupp.
thx fer the smile, jokes, craps and the teachin tat have been brighten my each day in sch.
all the very very very best to u pple.
hold on tight to wot u want.
dun frown my dear frend, we are wif u. juz beside u. :)
@11:42 PM
holiday?
sianx.
so bloody boring.
tis isnt the life i want either.
i juz wastin my time.
i felt very silly. gosh.
my mom went to kL again.
b4 she left. she finally gimme $$ to buy james galway's concert! whao. kinda shock :|
the concert onli left wif the $140, $120 and $80 seats.
ofcoz i buyin 80buck wan. ya.
budden my mom onli pay fer me 40buck. another 40 i juz borrow from her fer the time being.
i REALLI need to get a job. T_T
i didnt go fer the sajc open house.
no mood to go.
stay at home n stone.
i takin out my braces soon too.
so... tat means i can play my flute very well like last time eh?
boy.. i dun think so. coz i got tis very very bad feelin.
eyouch.
my life is rottin day by day.
nt lookin forward gettin my n result.
or shld i say i dun wanna see my result?
tis feelin is so dead. very.
damnnit.
i need u.
Sunday, October 17, 2004 @2:24 AM
no. i cant slp.
i juz feel tat something is aint right.
sry if i have did something wrong.
somehow. i still wanna us be last time we use to be.
i hope u trust me.
if tis mistake or misunderstandin brings hurt to u.
i will try to end it.
i dunnoe why i cldnt open my mouth to tell u how i feel.
sry. it seems to be so hard.
yes. i cherish everything tat we shared.
jokes tat we luff together. sorrows tat we cried together.
are they still flowin in ur mind..?
but if u miss the train back at the midnight..
i'll catch the last train wif ya. i promise.
Friday, October 15, 2004 @2:56 PM
bahhx. still have to go sch..... sigh.
wanna watch white chick lehx. nobody jio.
sianx. boring life. x_x
nono. sundae!! i goin back to swsyouth again!
yay..? oh well. pat they all aint comin. coz of o lvl.
liew... i feel kinda lonely. nvm. juz awhile. its okayy.
heard today sas havin their farewell assembly.
smth realli came to my mind. hmmm. wot if i didnt make it to sec5?
all my frends in sec 4es and 4nts are leavin......
i feelin down.........................>_<
right now i juz wanna listen to tis song, 'tears' ( actually sang by x-japan)
got to know tis song from the movie 'windstruck'
i realli realli love winstruck alot. i watched the WHOLE movie once.
then i brought the vcd. budden i lent it to candice 1st.
after she returned to me. i went to watch it too.
budden. i watch it half way. didnt have the courage to watch disc 2.
those pple who watched tis movie and truly can feel wot's this movie tryin to say or something.. u shld noe y.....
"Wherever we go is okay,"
You said
Now what may have been
Has been stopped by time
On that night that was too long
I had a dream where you left me
Staring at a foreign sky
I hugged my lonliness
My fallen tears
Are piling up on the winds of time
At the end
I feel your breath
Dry your tears with love
Loneliness, your silent whisper
fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry
And you, you never said goodbye
Sometime our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But i never thought you'd trade your soul to the fate
Never thought you'd leave me alone
Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep yout memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart
Dry your tears with love
My fallen tears
Are piling up on the winds of time
This feeling at the end
Makes my blue rose change*
Dry your tears with love
My fallen tears are piled on the winds of time again
At the end I can feel your breath
Dry your tears with love
if you could have told me everything
you would have found what love is
if you could have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
someday I'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that life
for now I will try to live for you and for me
I will try to live with love, with dreams
and forever with Tears
Monday, October 11, 2004 @10:34 PM
aha. so sianx.
juz change a new layout.
yuppie. suits my mood ((:
i wanna start everything all over again.
dun forget. i'm 16 now!!
xD
okiee. i watched resident evil 2 also.
woohoo. alice rox. she's cool man.
the way she fight those bloody and disgusting zombie. hee yaa! o.o!
okayy. while watchin resident evil.. i was kinda scare tho. =/
nt realli that darin enff. oh well.
budden there's one scene when alice cryin in front of nemesis.
i felt sry fer the 2 of them. damn the umbrella accompany.
bahhx. wth. it's a movie aniway.
fugg. i still have to go to sch tml.
stupid sch. fugg up. n lvl's over and yet wan us to go back.
damn. gimme a break. haixx.
okayy lorx. tat's all.
will update very soon.
boo!*
Friday, October 08, 2004 @8:22 PM
@5:09 PM
my n lvl officially ended!
fugg. havin high fever already. save meeeee. >.<
sigh. dun feel happy at all.
aww. maybe becoz i havin my pms?
bahhx. totally moody. -_-
i kinda suprised when my mom told me tat she dun really mind if i didnt go up to sec 5. o.O
woot. shocked eh?
gd to hear that from her, but i dun feel happi lehx. strange.
oh well. kinda tired already.
tonight i must slp at lease fer 12 HRS to charge up all my energy!
darke circle, eye bag, pimles....
manx. i look very scary. @$@#^@#%!
sigh. tats all pple.
ciaoz.
Saturday, October 02, 2004 @1:16 AM
*muggin muggin*
yea. n lvl is comin!! next mon!!
oh no. started to panic already. hardly online. bahhx.
gonna rush my art 1st.
master my sci, do more practice fer math.
read more newspaper, compo fer eng.
memorize all the things in the geo txt bk.
boohoo. i gotta die manx.
kinda scare if i do badly fer my n lvl.
ahhh. did SUPER badly fer my prelims already.
guess wot. i pass eng n chinese onli!
omg. can jolly well burn all my txt bks, then become ash and mix wif water and drink it. pray that i can passssssssssss.
oh well. must be mentally prepare.
wot if cant make it?
sure kena chase out of the house.
tskk. bo pian.
BUT~ i still gotta do my VERY VERY VERY BEST.
if i fail...... nvm larz.
coz i noe i at lease try my best already.
" do ur best and god will do the rest "
yea yea. pray hard!!
kkaex. gtg now. go study.
all the best to those who takin n lvl too!!!
STUDY!!!
