Sunday, April 29, 2007 @11:20 PM
sudden uber stress.
aniways. one of my friend smsed me ytd.
he was feelin down n lost cos his club members told him tt hes too musically inclined to be involved with their music growth.
like hey, wth?
its a damn stupid or weird excuse/reasonto some people.
who can master a piece within one dae.
while fer me, sometime it tks me a longer time.
sometimes i feel the way he felt.
but. i seriously i noe tt im not musically inclined. jus tt i realli love music oh-so-much.
all i can do is to prac n work hard.
will u / are u lookin down on me cos i cant be as gd as u?
sudden uber stress strucked me so badly.
Deep in my heart there's a trembling question
Still I am sure that the answer gonna come somehow
Out there in the dark, there's a beckoning candle
And while I can think, while I can talk
While I can stand, while I can walk
While I can dream...
please let my dream come true.
@2:44 AM
finalli! like wk end already.
aniways. i wanna blog more but jus lazy now.
okay. im a ultimate youtuber.
so ya. im off watchin lots of nice nice performances by the divas!
carri underwood! celine dion! kelly clarkson! Katharine mcPhee!
recent loves - younha!
Wednesday, April 25, 2007 @12:56 AM
isit a taboo to have band prac next dae rite after the performance?
aniways.
nvr update fer ages. due to..
- i promised myself i must work hard fer 2nd yr.
- 2nd yr is pretty tough.
- band prac, band prac and more band prac.
- rj became a killer since last wk.
- more unexpected things waitin fer me.
jus one wk of the sch, im already brain dead.
can u imagine rest of the yr 2 and even yr 3?
oh my tian.
back the 1st sentence,
yes i think its a taboo.
something BAD, REALLI BAD jus happened.
-sandy's soul flyin around-
and THANKS PPLE AGAIN.
I WILL SLP MORE LTR ON.
loves!
(:
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 @11:09 PM
THANKEW PPLE.
U NOE WHO U ARE (((:jus hope everything goes well.
no prb. yes no prb.
RAH.
gonna be oh-so-bz again.
Monday, April 16, 2007 @12:06 AM
how i wish my 2nd bro is in spore rite now.
i jus cant stop cryin when i put down the phone after tokin to him when rite now hes still in taiwan.
mom, wot makes u think im nt worried.
and do i look like i dun care my studies at all?
u're wrong. and it breaks my heart-
Saturday, April 14, 2007 @3:34 PM
still feelin tired.
rahh
wot more can i say
STA kill asses.
n we realli rock (:till we meet again.
we gonna bring the house down fer sure!
\(*.*)/
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 @5:44 PM
i still ended up consultin doctor.
blah blah.
nt to skipp meal.
more milk, more veggi, rest more.
lots of vit pills given.
zz
eh. SRYYY peeps tt i cldnt make it fer syf tis mornin -.-
seriously i wonder i actualli fall aslp in the toilet or fainted in the toilet.
cos i found myself lyin in the toilet.
all i remb was tt i was abt to brush my teeth.
blahs.
lets tok abt STA fop 2007 (:
reasons tt i signed up
im desprate fer CE PTS ):
i dun wan to deprive my campus/poly life.
gt sj n cpc company (:
meet more STA peeps. since i goin to yr 2 soon.
roar!
woah.
tis is my 1st time being a student leader fer a camp.
started off wif khalis.
called up all the student leaders to ton over nite b4 the actual camp starts.
but well we had lots of fun durin tt sundae nites xD
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at the beginning of the fop- the games n all were great.
cheer competition was a headache fer me.
cos im sux at cheer.
nvr realli cheer durin sch daes -_-
well as time passes.
our bunch of jrs realli gettin along pretty well
n i realli feel great abt it.
lols. aniways.
beside tkin care abt the kids :x
we also have great bondin among wif the others STA peeps.
like u noe, sit around in a circle, chit chattin n all
n ended up slpin around in rp. like outside e1 n library entrance there?
wot else?
movie, lols. okay alot of funni things happened.
slpin everywhere.
aha.
heres some photo of it (:
tis photo looks wrong. i think :x
6 parade xD !
okok. tmr still gt fop-
ROARRR.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007 @10:54 PM
basicalli.
im too tired to blog.
COS MY BRAIN CANT THINK PROPERLY.
BUT STA FOP IS DAMN FUNNNNNNN.
(:
okok. i will blog abt it tmr or smth k.
Sunday, April 08, 2007 @12:00 PM
jus b4 im off to swsy prac
then ltr STA fop camp until wed.
let see wot can i blog abt....
okay nth much.
jus hope i dun fall sick can already.
lol.
its nt tt i wan such a weak body wan okay.
meanwhile.
enjoy my blog song.
its a nice number frm yuna ito (:
heres the translation :
Truth.
Let me stay with you
Why is it that we want it so much
Even though we hurt one another?
Don't you know my heart?
I couldn't even be myself
I just want a single love...
I want to believe in the miracles that we've encountered
And play a melody for you
Even if I were to lose everything
These memories would be forever
It's my truth
Believe in yourself
In the times when you fall, just kept on walking, wiping away the tears
Open up your heart
Up ahead in your memories, certainly there is a hope called tomorrow
Give me your loneliness
And I'll give you my tenderness
Don't forget about the dreams you had on that day
Even if we're apart, I'll always feel
Only you, in my heart
It's my truth
The scattered stars whisper
As they shine down on my lost heart
Meetings and partings, people search for them
One day, we'll be able to tie a strong bond between one another
It's alright to accept all of the sadness
From all around the world, if it's for you
And even if I'm left behind by all of the rest of the world
I'll still believe in your eyes
It's my truth
Saturday, April 07, 2007 @10:49 PM
im nt too sure im feelin sian or tired.
or maybe both.
but todae. i realli didnt wan to go home so earli.
realli.
cos i realli dun wan to go home.
sigh.
last time it felt alright to be alone.
rite now, im nt gettin use of it.
dae by dae.
wots wrong?
is this some of kind of disappointment too?
Thursday, April 05, 2007 @9:56 PM
it began wif me, again, left thing at home.
totalli wth,
when i was actualli the one gave pple mornin call
n ended up im the whos late.
!@#$%&^-
yes.
reached NeeSoon Camp n realised i left my wallet in sch -_-
>.>
sectional was great.
but it ended so fast pls -___-
aniways thanks fer notes which given to us, the guy with 40k flute. (40k flute! y u!!! >.<)
next dunnoe gt cheated by who
tellin me lunch come 1st b4 the performance.
well, lets tok abt the performance.
when our band is playin..
extra worries runnin everywhere in my mind.
keith sittin right in front of me?
COME ON i almost break down fer irish tune.
freaky-
it was also the 1st time i play the entire jupiter piece together wif the band.
tried my best to catch up
dunnoe how mani million of my soul flew out frm my bodi.
budden again, it was realli a great experience.
SAF BAND. thumbs up (x
n GREAT THING WAS.
ANDY WAS THERE xD!
ANDYYYYYY.
tis guy nvr fail to give me some kind of brotherly / fatherly love.
touchin my head n all-
n i feel like a little kid (x
(((((((((((x
he was frm swsy last time.
2yrs back
played together fer concert (:
look!
andy, 5d and i are inside the photo.
it was taken after swsy acs barker concert.
aha! lucky guy :X
sry weishi, i hope ur hp still in gd condition :|
oh ya,
to those of u, missed the chance to meet cpc's sis.
well here u go
heh.
OKAY.
im exhausted already.
aniways.
it realli a great dae.
its been a long time im feelin so happi. serious.
n ya! thankew fer tastin the cheesecake (x
tho it didnt taste some how tt gd.
(((((((((((((((((((((:
blissssss-
Wednesday, April 04, 2007 @2:28 PM
CHHEEESSEE CAKE.
-off to kitchen-
Tuesday, April 03, 2007 @11:54 PM
((:
chattin on msn wif 5d.
ahah! tis is funni
still rembs when i jus joined swsy.
5d always sittin beside me.
i remb his fed up look
when i kept playin wrong notes.
cant blend in wif him.
you noe how guilty i was >.<
haha. well.
even now must keep on prac!
roarrrrr.
tmr plan,
go down to acer.
go town.
exercise.
n _______________. fill in the blanks (:
yay.
continue tokin to 5d ((:
Monday, April 02, 2007 @9:04 PM
jus by sittin on the chair n do nth fer less than 5 min.
i can str8 away fall aslp.
EXHAUSTED!
left jus one wk to do wadever i wan.
cos next wk i gonna be so bz pls.
SHOPPIN?
faster bk me!
okok.
i goin to bath n slp already.
reachin fer the restart button.
roarr.
lastly...
(((:
Sunday, April 01, 2007 @2:08 AM
so tirin.
came back frm sws chalet.
its pretty okay.
but too bad i was feelin slpy.
guess mostly becos of ytd's fop.
gt to noe more abt the seniors in sws main.
n i found out rasull can eat actualli alot. ALOT, and i mean it.
even on the way back, he still eatin in the taxi.
o.o
tok abt the concert pieces tt the youth band playin.
seriously, as he told me abt mr tan's plan.
i already feelin damn stress.
i guess it stressful than comin saf exchange,
if i cant even make it fer saf band exchange..
dun think abt playin fer swsy concert.
oh god! they included EARTH fer the concert.
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
sadly i cldnt stay over nite wif melvin n rest.
doesnt matter lar.
still seein them durin prac.
my,
y the nite seems long than usual.
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now close ur eyes
n listen to tis song.
Angel
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
