Wednesday, June 29, 2005 @11:22 PM
okok.
GD NEWS I FOUND A NEW DISK TO BACK UP ALL MY BARANG BARANG FRM MY LAPTOP.
THANKS SI PENG :D:D
i left 2 min to type.
eh. i pon sch todae. heh :X
ok another thing. i savin lots of money.
i cant wait fer racial harmony day!
oh yes yes. i havent got back my sim card. like wtf?
one last thing.
yaa 30th june.
khairum. i miss u still. my dear frend (:
the current song playin in my blog is i specially dedicate fer u.
TIME"S UP.
BYE ALL.
love u all my frends (: tc-
Saturday, June 25, 2005 @9:34 AM
before i send my laptop fer service.
boohoo. i cant bear it man.
:'( i wonder wot will happen if the person whos goin to do repair my com tryin to look at my personal stuff :/
lol. put porn and scare 'em?
fwahahah. jkjk.
oh well.
NO I HAVENT GET BACK MY HP. KNS!
sob.
k la better chao liao if nt the staff goin to knock off.
BYE PPLE.
BYE MY LAPTOP.
Friday, June 24, 2005 @4:02 PM
prayin v hardd tt things are gettin better.
well. my family has finalli ended.
but i havent get back my hp! -_-
aniway. holidae ending so soon.
i cant face the fact my june holidae is over soon!!!! NOO T_T
no longer goin fer band prac. is already a torture fer me.
sigh-
i wonder how long it gonna take.
sure it feel like 1000yr fer me..
b4 my holidaes ends. i realli i cld do smth fer u.
i wish i cld fill the emptyness u havin.
but lot of words left unspoken.
i hope u can get to watch the windstruck asap.
if u still remember. i had actually promised u tt i will lend tt vcd to u.
haha. yea.
oh well. tts all.
goin to berv house in the evening.
update soon pple! tc (:
Thursday, June 23, 2005 @12:44 AM
things are seem gettin fine.
well. nt realli.
but i seriously
feelin so pathetic. words cant express the sadness tt i havin right now.
keep havin tis funni tots.
and i'm so scare i will lost tis precious feelin fer u.
i'm so scare. so scare tt tis gonna happen one dae.
realli.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005 @10:19 AM
no laptop.
no housekey.
no handphone.
yes yes. so pathetic.
i seriously dunnoe wot to do.
i'm onli left wif a house phone rite now.
thank god i still able to communitcate to some of my gd buddies.
thanks fer being there pple.
esp tt nite. when i was so down.
thanks everyone (:
okays. i offically on leave frm swsyouth.
sigh. life's gonna be tough fer me.
wot am i suppose to do?
there's a mad women in my house who took away my beloved mother and my family.
anyway. i'm using the sch library computer.
the internet explorer is damn slow..
ARGH.
nvm.
k. nth much to tok abt. yeaa.
anithing contact my house number.
ta. tc all.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005 @11:33 PM
BOOHOO!
i bloody grounded at home!!
no laptop. no allowance. yeaa. i usin my 2nd bro laptop rite now.
sob sob. my mom realli havin a GREAT MOOD SWING.
so if u guys askin me out. sry :(:(:(
it might be a prb fer me.
wot else i can do at home?
life wifout laptop is suck.
k la. doin revision. chiong my art pre work.
oh boy.
wot more can i say?
after june holidae. no more hangin out much.
cant see my beloved bandmates x(
misses-*
okayy la. bo bian.
i shall stop here.
take gd care pple! ta!
Friday, June 10, 2005 @12:23 AM
THANK GOD FER EVERY THING.
felt v loved. (:
my 1st concert ROX!(:
realli wanna thanks to everyone makin the concert a success :D
my dream came true-`*
thanks swsyouth! i juz love the pple there xD
5th june-
woke up early preparing all the stuff fer concert.
brought mervin's tic stun which he left in the band rm the day b4.
met up yunshan.
help out the guys to carry stuff to lorry.
had a great chit chat wif mr ng. his nasty joke. damn crap. together wif joreen yunshan and all. sure we enjoy ourselves.
squee inside mr ng's car and drove us to acs barker.
movin up n down the lift.
carry chairs n instruments.
the last prac wif mr yusri-
dinner together. dressed up nicely.
and here comes the concert.
so happi to see lots of my friends in the concert.
5pm-
nervoussss.
doin our best till the end.
i enjoy myself alot :D
my fear eventually gone as i played while enjoying wif the band.
i was happy. VERY.
concert ended.
tried to grab the chance to take photo wif eveyone-
those who i didnt manage to take photo wif.
CAN WE TAKE PHOTO TOGETHER V SOON? :(
after tt. followed yunus to wheelock bk n manka.
mervin hilmi desmond alan n others were there.
had our dinner.
n tts the time all of us HAVIN LOTS OF FUN (x
takin photos. and more more! wayne fir jojo alan hilmi zat minah bev jac cm elissa n all-
we were juz like a group of mad pple playin around. yes yes hilmi n alan were tryin to pull my skirt while takin photos ;x
yeaa. thanks to those pple who actually understand wot i hopin fer. :X
seriously i felt realli realli loved.
its been so long i feel so close to u.
gee. haha. how childish i am.
even i was beside u. i also find it so hard to breathe.
so thankful- i got to see ya smile
concert's over.
i gonna leave swsy fer a period of time.
chiongin fer o lvl.
bye to swsy. thanks fer those ups n downs we've shared.
I LOVE SWSYOUTH!
are u goin to miss me? missin me badly?
i will.
I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar
My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you
Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you
Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming
Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
Wednesday, June 01, 2005 @10:51 PM
*cough cough*
i goin die soon. die frm coughing.
oh god. please. by tis comin sundae all the illness will be cure.
cant focus while i prac my flute :(
june holidae?
my foot. i still gotta wake up early fer remedial.
seriously i cant be bother fer time being.
concert is onli thing i worried abt!
fri i plannin to go fer shoppin wig my gers :D
anione wanna join me remember to msg me kkae? ^^
4 days more to concert.
and i gotta take leave after tt.
i will miss swsyouth.
i will miss friends. jojo. lao da. son. mats. flute section. fir. shan. lots of my good buddies. n him-
Hey do you remember when the two met...
time goes by, like a fragrance
Just like the light, you're my jewel
You threw a smile at me
We played around and maybe fought sometimes
We didnt even know what love was
Yes do you remember? I found out right now...
jewel in my heart, my heart going towards yours
What must i do to tell you?
I want to know more about that laughing face.
Wandering, tied together, going through time, dreams come true
You wil always be the eternal light, forever jewel in my heart
How much more will time make the two wait?
Countless events will happen
The soft spring, bright summer, lonley autumn and winter...
Im gonna fall asleep next to you...
