Monday, October 24, 2005 @9:13 PM
woah? o lvl study break-
hmmm. tis is so funni. i'm like slpin at home. fer like 12 hrs?
LOL. as u noe i already looked like panda durin my sch daes.
while i was slpin.. man i tell u. i dreamt lots of stuffs.
sadly i cldnt remember much. i was lufffin suddenly. then i cried.
i cried cos everyone seem to ignore me n ask me fug off.
felt damn sadd n hopeless. n i realised pple seem dun seem to understand me.
misunderstandin is such a sad thing.
recently i enjoy listenin to final fantasy music. again.
yess. dun wanna let myself feel stress up cos of o lvls COMIN.
its a sad thing when u feel lonely while studyin exams alone.
and all i can do. think of smth which is so untrue n impossible but it can onli make me feel happi fer..
awhile? or the best thing. juz to listen music.
okayy. gd thing tt my maths is improving.
now. next i shall aim fer my humans n sci.
oh yes yes i gettin art paper tml.
pls god gimme gd topic tis time around. :
enuff say. i goin off.
ps. pple who readdin tis. pls listen to my whole piece of my blog music b4 u go? (:
Sunday, October 23, 2005 @11:02 AM
helloo-
my sch graduating ceremony's over.
tears filled on my way back home tt dae.
but u were there fer me when i needed someone.
thanks. i felt so much better back there.
thank u so much.
i hope i wasnt dreaming.
yes. u're here again.
i cherish carefully.
Monday, October 17, 2005 @9:17 PM
dun understand why i suddenly feel like bloggin when i suppose be studyin right now.
no. i must say out all the things tt i wanna say.
it might say pretty silly.
look. nows mid oct.
i cldnt remember how much things i had done. time flies fast.
felt so shocked as i think abt things had happened.
pple come. pple go.
somebody already left ur side quietly.
or somebody had actually accompany u fer so long.
yes. i'm leaving greenridge secondary v soon.
offically ending my secondary life on the 21st oct.
let see. i hated tis sch when i was sec 1.
cldnt handle lots of things by myself.
but well. becos i'm in this sch. heyyy! i've the chance to noe u pple (:
u might nt be in the same sch wif me.
juz becos i'm in this sch. i got to noe u in some other way.
u noe wot i mean (:
look. i cant tell tt i've already mature enuff ornt.
but i been thru n noe wots happy. sad. jealousy. envy. sorry. guilty. forgive etc.
i found things which are sooo soo precious to me.
tt including u my friend if u are readin this-
okayyy- juz gotta say smth which i wish to say to some pple. i nt goin say the name.
hmmm.
1. heyy. u're my best classmates. all the ups n downs made us got know each other better. its so lucky fer us to be in the same cca n same class fer these 5 yrs. luv ya!
2. hellooooo- (: nvr talk to u fer like ages. my name reminds me of u. so i cant forget you. hmm. cant say tt we've lost contact. cos i choose nt to add u in ur new msn add. i noe there's still this little thing making us hardly tok to each other. noe u thru band exchange. tho we in different sch. we stay like so far away. becos of u- i feel kinda ashamed to see how stupid i was last time.
u noe wot. i still can remember all ur bad habits. yeaa. are u still biting ur finger nails :/ ?
3. wahahaha- shit u. u called me monkey durin my bdae :0 but still i love u i love u :D we gossip together. we do stupid thing n lots of nonsense together. same goes to ur cousin. wonder if we realli use to grow up together ornt hmm. u've been doin ur best to find ur mr right fer urself. smtime seein u got heartbroken makes me wish i cld do smth fer u. but heyy. u better gimme angbao 1st when u're married :D
4. cheapo. got lots of gold bars in ur pocket yet u claim tt u v poor. wtf u tryin to bluff? -_- heh. suprisingly both of us can get along so much. u always appear as carefree person to me. SOMETIME I DUN UNDERSTAND U THIS IDIOT CANT BE SERIOUS AT ALL. :@ ! LAZY TILL U DIE LA :X. lols. tho u didnt mention anithing abt ur things in the past. i noe abt it and how it feels. u're my gd frend okayyy. share ur prb wif me one dae okayy ((:
5. u. DOTA UNTIL U DIE LA. :X alright. let u feel happy. yes u're cute. but i'm much cuter than u. :D u u u u. juz a small kid. but y must u bully big jiejie like me?
ya. i dun look like a person whos older than u. dun tell tts the onli reason? my god!
aniway. thanks fer the times disturbin me in class by smsin. and yes. thanks fer times when u concern abt me. thanks lighten up my dae. thank u so much my frend :] faster play ur eup! i wanna watch ur performance again!
6.korkor :] i'm nt short i'm nt short. i still growin. well hopefully. lols. thanks fer times u were there fer me. life sometime seem to be pretty tough eh? no worries. i already found some little things can make me happi. hope u able to find fer urself too. be carefreeeeeee xD!
7.all my gd old buddies in the sch daes. i miss u all. dunnoe how some of u've been doin. but realli hope u pple are fine kkae. my classmatessss. u pple are realli crazy. so crazy until i also get v high n mad like u pple. lols- endless madness.
all the best to u all in future-! n also some pple which i already seldom tok to u. hope u're fine n wish u will find ur bright future ahead.
8.heyy u over there- there! over here. right there. n there. woah. band members rock! so so so glad to meet u all. band music is realli amazing eh? swsy! thanks giving me chance to part of the member. i was so happi to perform fer the concert. will nvr forgive those prac we were practicing so hard. hope in future we can be like a family- realli.
9. my gsb. u gave me the chance to show wots the most magical thing in this world.
i still remember- i was a notti n nosiy litter fellow in the band. roar- lots of seniors hate me :\ lols. i dunnoe whether i had been a gd senior ornt. but i realli wish to set up a alumni again. bring back the happiness back again. gsb! thanks fer all the glory we shared! lastly. there's a group band members who i envy their friendship among their band members, i realli bow my head to 'em. show 'em my true respect. nth can ever beat the true warm tone which can frm band tt everyone treatin each other like brothers. and also i wannna thank some of 'em didnt let me feel left out. i was so happi tt time. realli.
10. -waves. hi. remember? how silly i was back there. hmmm. i miss u, tts smth i want to say to u. if thing cant turn out the way we wan. i still be ur v best frend. heyy dun push urself too hard kae. i'll be there fer u if u need someone- i realli wish i can do smth fer u. i will continue give the best smile to u. n u also must do the same thing back to me like u did b4 ya? see ya v v v soon alright ((((((:
love u so much pple.
so so much.
Friday, October 14, 2005 @9:03 PM
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH-
o lvl!!
dun come here so fast.
i'm afraid i nt ready!
o lvl!!
come here faster!
i cant wait fer my holidaes!!!
i'm mad. HELP.
haii. wot am i goin to update?
my everydae is filled wif study study. tys tys. papers and more papers.
zz. BYE PPLE
Sunday, October 02, 2005 @12:08 AM
BOOYAH!
hello all. its been a long time since i last updated my blog.
yupp. MY PRELIMS REUSLT IS FISH-ED UP.
oh well. dun tok abt tt. onli reminds me of F-isherman.
SOME REAL F-isherman okayy.
okayyy.
oct is here.
'ting ting!' here comes my allownance.
oh goody. lets see.
1st return all the money to frends who i borrowed or owe them their money.
next. CD!!!!! i buyin ehhh 'the myth' movie ost n SUN YAN ZI LATEST ALBUM.
then. BUY SOME FACIAL PRODUCT :X
LASTLY. some ahpek's bdae comin. bahh- yaa. bdae. so u noe. present :X
the rest are money fer me to eat in sch.
okayy. ONE MONTH PLUS TO O LVL.
GONNA RUN TO THE SUMMIT OF THE O LVL MOUNTAIN.
......
i hate study -.-
alright.
lets tok abt the movie, the myth.
i love movies tt takes u around the world.
like tis movie. got china. got india.
oh man. is so nice.
every place in the world has the story in it.
i juz wonder whether i got the chance to create a story to share to other pple in the future next time.
oh yes.
i wasnt happi wif the ending :'(
WHY. WHY THE PRINCESS LEFT JACK BEHIND?!?!
WHY IZIT JACK SO STUPID DIDNT ASK PRINCESS TO STAY??
OMG. Y??
n i almost cried when i realised that was the endin of the movie.
i feel sry fer the princess.
realli.
oh well. tts all folk.
shall update soon ya?
TA! tc all
