Thursday, February 24, 2005 @11:39 PM
b4 i goin to my bed. juz update to u wots goin on wif me (:
juz took out my braces. grins-
well. i look pretty weird frm last time eh?
kkae. band band hmwk hmwk. x_x
tryin to slack. also cant. time is killing me badly.
sry to some of my frend. i still feel pretty moody tho.
sryy if i made u think i abandone u or smth.
v sryyy. i will try cheer myself up ya?
O lvl is coming next mon.
hope all my frends out dere waiting fer their result..
MUST ENJOY UR HOLIDAY KKAE!
all the very best horrr. yuppp. chaos.
take care pple!
Sunday, February 20, 2005 @12:28 AM
 | You scored as Musical/Rhythmic. You are sensitive to sounds in your environment, enjoy music and prefer listening to music when you study or read. You learn best through melody and music. People like you include singers, conductors, composers, and others who appreciate the various elements of music.
Musical/Rhythmic | | 93% | Interpersonal | | 89% | Intrapersonal | | 89% | Bodily/Kinesthetic | | 64% | Visual/Spatial | | 54% | Verbal/Linguistic | | 50% | Logical/Mathematical | | 43% |
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005 @8:02 PM
u were the frend i love.
frm the day we met.
u brought a lot of joy to me.
at 1st i found u abit irritating tho. somehow we got along pretty well.
ha. sms in class. tellin me answer during class test.
chit chat whenever we were free..
lookin back at our conversation, msgers n all.
u said u goin to teach me cookin. and u will cook fer me.
teach me more abt flute. tho u dun realli play much on tt.
bring me out n play after ur Os.
i told u i also wanted to train my drinkin skill. u said u can help me on tt.
**[11:01:20 PM] *Close the d: next time u got ani receipt
[11:01:23 PM] *Close the d: must tell me
[11:01:24 PM] *Close the d: haha
[11:01:26 PM] *Close the d: i wanna learn
[11:01:55 PM] .ordin: haha no receipt 1
[11:02:06 PM] .ordin: its like normal cook onli
[11:03:35 PM] *Close the d: budden i also dunnoe wan
[11:03:35 PM] *Close the d: lolx
[11:04:47 PM] .ordin: haha
[11:04:55 PM] .ordin: cool if 1 day i meet u then i teach u la
[11:04:56 PM] .ordin: haha
[11:05:46 PM] *Close the d: okie dokie
[11:05:49 PM] *Close the d: holiday
[11:06:02 PM] *Close the d: next time i can cook fer my bf
[11:06:03 PM] *Close the d: =x
[11:06:20 PM] .ordin: haha
[11:06:30 PM] .ordin: holiday maybe u go my work place find me
la
[11:06:38 PM] .ordin: if i can get a job haha*****
**[11:18:35 PM] *Close the d: i wanna look fer flute tutor
[11:18:43 PM] *Close the d: i wanna improve
[11:18:55 PM] .ordin: haha i be ur tutor
[11:18:56 PM] .ordin: haha
[11:19:31 PM] *Close the d: haas
[11:19:33 PM] *Close the d: u sure
[11:19:46 PM] *Close the d: better drink ginseng soup
[11:20:00 PM] *Close the d: scare make u vomit blood too much
[11:20:39 PM] .ordin: sure
[11:20:48 PM] .ordin: haha but i donno the notes that well
[11:20:59 PM] .ordin: but i noe how to teach cause i learn from
my fren 1
[11:21:12 PM] .ordin: always see him how he teach his section
[11:21:30 PM] *Close the d: wah
[11:21:31 PM] *Close the d: cool
[11:21:41 PM] *Close the d: i think i weak in sight read
[11:21:46 PM] *Close the d: becoz of braces
[11:21:51 PM] *Close the d: my playing also nt gd
[11:21:53 PM] *Close the d: x_x
[11:22:20 PM] .ordin: haha wait till i c how u play then i can
say
[11:22:40 PM] .ordin: or maybe over the holidays i meet u then u
play for me to hear la***
and tt day. u asked me out.
to accompany u to look fer shoes.
well. it turns out a big suprise fer me. saw ur frends and all.
tt was the day we shared ice cream together. remember?
and i got to noe u better. n i found u're actually a smoker wan.
u even asked me whether u cld smoke infront of me......
u knew i dun realli like it. tho i said its okay fer u to smoke.
but in the end. u didnt smoke.
i was so lookin forward after ur o lvl finish.
while u were studying hard fer Os tt time. u still remember i made the wire thingy fer ya?
to give support fer u. knowing u're stress during tt period.
we didnt tok much like usual. coz i didnt wanted to disturb u.
after ur o lvl ended.
u came to swsyouth.
i tot we can be like last time again.
sadly. u've changed.
things i hoping had turn out in the other way.
hurts me badly. there's when i realized how much u mean to me.
i've been tryin mani ways. communicate wif u.
doesnt seem workin at all.
till tt day. xmas. when i was totally speechless. onli thing tt i can do..
lay down on ur back. hopin u understand i tryin to say.
but. i became so lost.
and i tried to cover my confusion in front of u.
geez. i'm hopeless. i made thing turns out even worse.
even if u are standin in front of me right now. u are juz a stranger to me.
the card u gave recently. u wrote.. 'lets be frend again. tis time n forever.'
do u noe tt was sentence i wanted to tell u long time ago?
thx fer everything.
present u gave. treats. concert tix. coffee and everythingg.
if wasnt u. i guess i still livin in a zombie life.
rite now. tho i find it v hard to tok to u again.
gotta say gd bye. but i will learn n live on happily.
wif the love u gave me. are inside my heart...
i love a frend, who always use to sms me during lesson time.
who smiles at me everytime. tt chubbie lookin.
who is the most gentle person. i ever seem.
who taugh me to look at the stars.
who i knew him on the 30th july 2004. i love him.
till the day. i can reunion wif u...
p.s take v gd care n stays cool. (:
Sunday, February 13, 2005 @12:20 AM
.____.
drinkin carrot juice now.
juz hanged up phone wif yunshan.
dunnoe wtf happened to her :/
suddenly she havin sort of pms. she jealous me n all.
yea, she's kiddin i noe. budden over too powerful to me -.-
bahh. wanted to shoot her back.
k la. i give up. today my batt is nt fully charge.
cant counter attack back. lols.
when she told me she tryin to make jealous me.. by askin him to stop quit smokin.
darn. she caught me -_____-
yaa. tt was the onli thing i hope i can do wif him.
seriously. feel like crying la. idiooooot.
freakin useless. i cldnt stop him smoking.
whenever he wanna smokes. he will find some other to place.
he WONT smoke infront of me.
but whenever he does tt. oww. tts realli hurts me much.
if even give up or losing smth of mine can exchange of him. to quit smoking.
oh lord. i willing to do tt fer him. i will.
Saturday, February 12, 2005 @10:28 PM
i was kinda out of control today. serious.
after visiting mr tay's house
went to alvin's house.
i saw the boys drinkin vodka n beer.
and i joined and started to drink.
coke + vanila vodka. tiger beer. casber (wadever u spell)
oh well. i didnt get drunk tho. and i was wondering y.
wanted to drink more. the gers stopped me.
the boys looks pretty shocked.
nahh. i wasnt drunk. realli.
and i felt sad fer tt.
i wanna to be drunk.
coz i hope i can be feel much better.
then all of them came to my house. coz my mom they all wasnt at home.
i brought 10 pple. wooo.
had dinner at pizza hut.
tis time i ate A LOT LOR.
seriouslyyy. u cant imagin. i swear.
oh well. tts all. gotta run. cya!
@12:22 AM
heyys. whoever readin tis. hope u listen to the current music on my blog can understand wot tis song tryin to say. yupp yup. esp u. one of my gd frend. (:
@12:20 AM
Thursday, February 10, 2005 @1:14 PM
cny msg : happy cny pple! wheEEee. \(^^)/ those who waiting fer o lvl result. i'm wishin u all the best xD others leh. like me goin to take o lvl. hope after tis cny celebration we all work hard kkae? muahaha. grins-
i feel weird. very weird.
i got tis frend. he's damn fuggin weird.
i nt sure whether izit becoz his backgroud or wot.
seriously. he is v v v v weird.
some of his frend told me. he's normal. juz tt he retarted to the extrem.
well. i suspose so. heard alot of his stuffs.
he does lots of wild wild wild things and i shall nt tell u pple.
coz its tooooooo tooooo wild.
i knew him hmmm. soon to be half a yr. he gave me funni 1st impression. yes.i will nvr forgive.
at 1st. the both of us dun realli get along v well.
but somehow. we can be v gd. like gd frend. tokin craps.
he's nice i must say. budden. oh well. his habits.. i cant realli accpect it.
yea. i hope he will change. coz he's my frend (:
right now. my tis little 'weird' got some little prb wif my another frend.
they were together.
i wanted to help them.
budden. things happened n it is freaking me out. is so so so complicated.
feelin kinda hopeless too. well. guilty is callin fer me again -_-
wished i do smth or wot. geez.
seriously, whenever i tok to him.
all my worries are gone.
BUT. i will found out lots of stuff frm him tt i actually made myself super paiseh infornt of somebody.
oh man. will i get depression? :/
izit becoz we shared the same surname ??? -.- u noe. those elderly thinks abt pple who shared the surname... oh well.
my dear frend.
i felt realli glad to know u. however. i hope u can cherish ur life like i do.
i dunch knoe wot u think abt others or tis life.
but i wish. b4 the last day of my life. i want see u and tell me...
tt u living very happily wif ya family n frends :))
Sunday, February 06, 2005 @10:25 PM
wots goin on wif my life?
one word : TIRED.
wots goin right now is either : band. next sch. band again. then sch.
-___-. yes yes. goin to melt anitime.
no worries la.
coz u noe y? cny is comingggggggg. :DD
ang bohs! food! \(^.^)/
thank god that i can play fer the concert.
yay! tis shall 1st concert in my whole life. wheee!
ehh.
minah : u are inside the list! sryy. i saw ur name in the list!
hheard tt the concert date is uhh. 29 may? omg. damn near my chinese o lvl.
fahmi said he will let yusri think abt it.
aha. oh yes yes. flute section memebers! thx fer compomising :D
flute section unite! \m/
kkaes. after cny. i MUST chiong even more on my studies.
serious. i must study fer my chinese.
and my swsy. prac prac!
hope swsy concert dunch kena so near my chinese Os >.<
i will get depression! booohoooo.
everything is changing. time is flying damn fast.
but why i'm still standin at same place?
Wednesday, February 02, 2005 @1:27 AM
tis post is specially dedicate fer one n onli u (:
thx fer the present.
u knew how i feel. i love u.
no matter we are who or wot to each other. i still love u.
i guess you heard. i guess you know
in time i cld have told you. but i guess i'm too slow.
and it's overly romantic but I know that it's real
i hope you don't you mind if I say what I feel.
It's like I'm in somebody else's dream,
This could not be happening to me.
But you were there, and you were everything I'd never seen.
You woke me up from this long and endless sleep.
I was alone.
I opened my eyes and you were there.
Don't be alarmed, no don't be concerned.
I don't want to change things
leave them just as they were.
I mean nothing's really different
It's me who feel strange.
I'm always lost for words when someone mentions your name.
I know I'll get over this for sure
I'm not the type who dreams there could be more.
But you were there, and you were everything I'd never seen.
You woke me up from this long and endless sleep.
I was alone.
I opened my eyes and you were there.
Can I take your smile home with me,
or the magic in your hand?
The rain has stopped, the storm has passed
Look at all the colors now the sun's here at last.
I supposed that you'll be leaving but I want you to know
Part of you stays with me even after you go.
Like an actor playing someone else's scene
This could not be happening to me.
But you were there, and you were everything I'd never seen.
You woke me up from this long and empty sleep.
I was alone.
I opened my eyes and no, I'm not alone, I'm not alone.
I opened my eyes and you were there.
