Thursday, December 30, 2004 @1:31 AM
i'm truly mad abt naruto. =x
hahahahaha. seriously lah. the anime motivates pple.
thanks angie. lending me to watch =]
well. mervin also went mad too. LOLs.
man. he ever crazy lor. hmm. i wont tell u the details. ahahaaha. =P
wheEEee.
juz dyed my hair black again! OMG.
fuggin black. and i mean it!
i look like some kind pple who puttin wig sial.
nb. -_- hahaha. nvm la. gotta be very 'outstandin' again in sch. =/
left few days to sch reopen.
nt sure how i gotta spend. but. juz SLP la.
lols. i comfirm i will lack of slp in the 2005.
syf. o lvl. music theory. :|
i want a tutor. a FLUTE tutor.
guess wot mr ching got me a percussion tutor -.-
learnin to play drum. cool huh?
my sec 1 dream. haha. was to join percussion.
everything n everything... has returned back to normal again.
juz like last time. uh. well. maybe nt? haha.
- now and forever.
richard marx.
Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever I will be your man
Sometimes I just hold you too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever I will be your man
Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
If I'd only known you were there all the time
All this time...
Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever I will be your man
Now and forever I will be your man
"I lose my way but still you seem to understand."
"I'll try to show you each and every way I can."
"Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand. now and forever. i'll be your man.."
Saturday, December 25, 2004 @11:29 PM
merri xmas everyone (:
i finally did it.
to tell how i feel.
but i knew tis gotta happen already. haha.
well. thx fer tellin me.
ornt i will forever havin slpless heart in the nite.
now and forever.
i'll be by ur side.
Friday, December 24, 2004 @1:26 AM
super tiring day!
wheeeee. went orchard. pass xmas present to candice.
went east coast. went beach hut. and makan?
wah lao. i kena bastard once again.
kk. it part of my fault. geez.
am i always the one who screw up everything?
uhh. oh well. -_-
sigh. wot am i doin.
i seriously very cheapo.
AAAAA. fug. i realli juz wish to see u onli.
but NT BECOZ OF FREE DRINKS!!! \(>.<)/
okies. i lost.
sryy james. didnt noe it ended like tat. =/
sry desmond. pulled u along =x
sry to u. i'm such a loser. -.-
hopin. tt one day.
we got chance to look at sea together. realli. (:
(Celine)
No mountain is too high for you to climb
All you have to do, is have some kind of faith
No river is too wide to make it across
All you have to do, is believe it when you pray
(R Kelly)
And then you will see the morning will come,
in everyday will be bright as the sun
Hold on to your fears, cast them on me
I just want you to see
(C&R)
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I hear your voices when you call me
I am your Angel,
And when all hope is gone I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your Angel
I'm your Angel
(R Kelly)
I saw your tear drops and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It don't have to be this way
Let me show you a better day
(Celine)
Then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears just cast them on me
How can I make you see
(C&R)
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I hear your voices when you call me
I am your Angel,
And when all hope is gone I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your Angel
I'm your Angel
(R)
And when it's time to face the storm
(C)
I'll be right by your side
(R)
Grace will keep us safe and warm
I know we'll survive
(C)
And when it seems as if your end is growing near
Don't you dare give up the fight
Just put trust beyond the sky
(C&R)
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I hear your voices when you call me
I am your Angel,
And when all hope is gone I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your Angel
I am your Angel
Sunday, December 19, 2004 @8:30 PM
irritated.
-_____-...
i'm so freak out.
dun wanna explain.
some how. so worried abt the band.
the pple there. i scare some of them will get into trouble.
dun wanna let things get even worse.
beside this...
i'm pretty disappointed.
no. i think i'm juz selfish.
u got the freedom to do wadever u like.
but i juz cant understand y i feel sad fer u.
zzz. nvm. i juz being selfish.
SANDY.
u're such a pathetic idiot. x_x
Saturday, December 18, 2004 @3:37 PM
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Friday, December 17, 2004 @7:39 PM
PRAISE THE LORD
i pass my n lvl!!
and i think i am realli freakin heng.
coz i got 9 points!!!!!!!!
eng - 4pts
chi - 2pts
math - 4pts
sci - 4pts
combin h. - 4pts
art - 3pts
and i realli wanna thx to all my family teachers and frends.
thx to those pple who've been encouaging me
lendin their notes to me.
accompany me studying.
=D
heyy. thx fer those nites. being there wif me.
realli thx alot (:
p.s did i tell u tt i love u?
Tuesday, December 14, 2004 @4:45 PM
We travel this road together to find happiness.
See? You look good with tt smile on your face.
These beautiful, fragile days are reborn, unfaded.
In the season of dazzling burned seas
and in the season of dancing snowflakes
whenever I turned around, you were there.
We travel this road to find happiness.
Everyone is a traveler, carrying his own never-healing wounds.
Look, a smile really suits you.
How many times have I gotten lost?
How many times did I loose my way?
Whenever I did, there was a warm hand
And you were the one who held it out to me
What will we think at the end of this long journey?
I wonder if we are all travellers searching for love
Let's go together, until we've had enuogh
At the end of this long path, what will we think?
Everyone is a traveler, wandering about in search of love.
Let's go together until we found our happiness*
--voyage
" lets us go to a place where nobody can disturb us.Ok? "
Monday, December 13, 2004 @3:14 AM
a big big hello to my bloggie readers (:
well. started off my day. 1st thing 1st. i went to church fer services.
it's been a long time. haha. due to my work. my band. sigh.
i think i had miss lots of stuff goin on in my church.
the church goin to have musical play comin fri to sundae.
haha. damn. i miss the chance taking part. lols. nvm.
however i still prefer band ya? =D
church is a place where i rest my heart peacfull at ease.
next. is swsy band prac.
GOSH. james came down today. fug. my hair all stand up lor.
why did he come????? @!#@$#%^&
oh nono. he givin me a lot prb. yaa.
yes. i did mention he's actually quite nice. but fug. he makin fool of me today. -.-
yaya. today sight read all the way. zzzzz.
oh god. i realli play like shit when comes to sight readin.
T_T. i wish i cld have learn more during my sch band times.
i felt like shit seriously. des keep sayin his lousy. wtf!
i wish i can have half of his skill. i wld have luff like there's no tml.
yaya. i'm serious!
today flute no tony. no fahdi. no benjamin. no wei pei. T_T x 2
helmi and alan sat so far from me. des wont tok to me! NO. dun tink about sitting next to james.
i rather sit beside a toliet bowl.
tts 2 others ger beside me and sharon. one from cresent gers sch and another is nayang gers.
cool huh? lols.
dunnoe y i cldnt realli get along wif them pretty well leh.
i hardly cope up wif mr tan n mr fahmi.
oh ya. did i mention mr fahmi havin his pms? he looks pretty pissed off. :|
looks like today band was in a big big mess.
i felt tt too. so messy. i realli like cldnt cope up. btw. I NEED A FLUTE TUTOR.
i still looking now.
band prace ends. yaya. there goes the james big mouth. tt one i shall nt say anithing.
somehow he eventually shut up when me n mervin scolded him tt he's a gay =x
lols!! fun fun. st pat and st andrew folks are cool tho. so close to each other like buddy-buddies.
bahh. there i go again. kk. i admit i envy them alot. well. tis is my life?
i got my own friends too. haha.
st pat n st andrew pple left. actually wanted to wait fer melvin they all. but they like took very long time
so jolin, minahx, pat and me decided to leave.
we went to town. makan.
walk around and took neoprint once again =x
we took 2 rounds? wahahah.
after tat i met up jamie fer supper. went to newton food centre.
wah lan eh. i realli very full man. jamie keep askin me to finish up all the food.
dammnnn. i realli cant finish!! :|
then we chat all the from there to bus stop. then she went home 1st.
when i reach home. it's about 11.45pm
got a gd scoldin from my mom fer comin home ehhh.. late? lols.
pathetic hor.
well. i dun realli care abt it. i need to enjoy.
hahaha.
right now i thinkin abt christmas. at the same time i worrying abt my n lvl result too.
i dunnoe wot i gotta decide to do or wot.
i might not be goin up to sec 5.
i dunnoe. i realli need to tok to someone.
i dun think i got the determination to study hard fer o lvl. ya. seriously.
well. juz wait n see. if i keep worrying abt it. my pimples will pop up again the next day. =x
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oh heyy. thx fer the thing u said today. i felt loved. thx.
we aint gotta be like last time? will we?
tell me u arent hiding smth from me. are u?
oo. comes to think abt it. ya. i'm a sensitive ger.
some how. i nvr fail to look up the sky every nite.
haha. coz i wanna say gd nite to u =D
smth i feel lonely
smth i feel pain
i want to run to you
i want to tell you
but i wont say anything right now.
untill the day ur dream
has been grasped is wot i believe in.
lemme behave like a small kid towards u again. =]
Sunday, December 12, 2004 @1:41 AM
heyy. i'm back to bloggin yo!(:
i juz finished readin some part of ur story.
geez. how i wish i was there fer u when u were lost last time.
but. from now on. i'll be there fer u. i promise. *)
well well. went to watch 'national treasure' today.
wahaha. a great show indeed. exciting!
my flute sent fer repair. and now okay already. yayy!
rite now i pretty worry about my result.
no matter pass or fail. i still aint sure wot i goin to do in future.
sighhh. haha. see bah.
and! tml sundae. my fav day. wahhaa. chao to slp.
n yes. i caught a bright stars today =)
Thursday, December 09, 2004 @6:14 PM
Yesterday & Today...
Dear friends, so long
I won't forget you
While the meetings go on and on
We embrace the small scars with
Both hands
People going on journeys
Only loiter around gazing at this
Unending world
It's so precious when you have good wishes
Open eyes and see inside of your heart
The sound of the bells called suffering
Calls out the words of a prayer
The passing reality and
The gently sighing tomorrow are
Your everything
We are allowed, don't you think, without confusion
Let's start walking
It's so precious when you have good wishes
Open eyes and see inside of your heart
People going on journeys
Only loiter around gazing at this
Unending world
My beloved companions, even though I lose power
Let's run past this time period
The people that I love, before long mutually
Shall we bloom in eternity in this city?
And then I, someday, again
I wonder if I will sing, I wonder if I'll go on a journey..
@1:01 AM
wahhhh. freakin tired today.
morning woke up went to sch fer band prac.
man! i nt playing flute n piccolo in sch band animore =(
mr ching put me in percussion.
learning to play mallet now. sigh.
right now i havin a hard time to catch up. x_x"
after band prac. went plaza makan wif iskanda n aisiah.
then off to ps. meetin desmond.
suppose to meet him around 3+
freak. end up 4pm =/
then he makan in the long john. wahah. i got back my flute.
thx god. my flute is okayy. budden need to send fer repair tis wk end.
after walking around at ps. then he bought me to st pat.
GOSH. st pat is freakin big!
bigger than my pathetic greenridge 100 times!
dammit. so big lorr. *faint.
saw alan n yunus.
went up to the hall. saw james =s n helmin.
watchin the queensland youth orchestra n st pat playing.
the conductor realli very gd sia. wow.
watchin halfway. saw mervin.
stupid alan looking at gers.
when he was pointing a ger in pink colour outfits.
and i tot he was tokin about a BIG FAT LADY in pink colour outfit too.
LOLs. helmin and i luff like hell.
later. i follow alan n helmin went behind the sch back there.
geez. st pat is so freakic too. scary. stupid yunus keep scaring me. :|
at the back of sch there. i saw james n desmond playing flute and walking beside each other. helmin borrow my flute and join them.
i was sitting watchin them playing. then started to tok wif alan.
haha. tokin about them. chattin wif alan how we know them. blah blah.
from wot i heard from alan. the 3 of them were kinda very close eh?
suddenly dunnoe who was playing the 'spirited away' song.
when i turn around watchin them play again.
man... i telling u. i saw one of the most touchin scene in my life.
seeing them like tat. i almost felt like cryin. seriously.
how i wish i'm a guy and live a life like them. wonderful frendship.
and i tot of my band and so on....
haha. ahem. then ar. alan lemme play the piccolo.
i started to play. haha. then the 3 of them came up and join in.
so fun. tho i sounded very yukkie too. sigh.
play play. times up. walk around the sch.
saw swsyouth pple.
during concert. idiotic james trying to be funni.
sat beside sharon =D
man. qyo is realli pro man.
st pat also too.
they sounded very nice.
enjoy alot. whahaha. esp the last part. when the qyo whole band was singing.
touchin song. i love it.
everything ended. wanted to go home alone wan.
fuck. i was lost.
call up alan. he didnt pick up.
bo bian. call james. idiotic. he damn bastard.
mervin nt here. then he come disturb des and me. wah lan eh.
i swear i will bitch him one day.
then walk to bus stop wif them. they left 1st. then my turn.
yawn. wot a day. so tired. haha. i goin off to bed.
sweet dream pple.
gd nite to u. =)
Monday, December 06, 2004 @1:22 AM
WHeeEE.
i simply love sundae a lot!
swsy prac. =D
great. wahaha.
desmond came down today. he using my flute. gosh.
i totally scare wot he goin to do my husbands!
well. today band is pretty quiet tho. coz fuchun concert.
hmm. cldnt realli cope well today. sight read philip sparke pieces.
FREAK. i wanna improve. PRAC HARD.
next. fuchun concert roxX!
tho the band is pretty small. budden they sounded very gd ya?
realli enjoy =) solo are realli damn solid.
then went makan at causeway point.
next. went to meet linda. seekin a NEW JOB.
coffee club freak me. dammit.
sigh. nvm. it wont bring me down.
tts all fer today.
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geez. y did u smile at me today again.
i realli felt loved whenever u do tat. oh freak.
stop me anyone.
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i pretty tired. chao to slp le!
nitex.
Saturday, December 04, 2004 @8:16 PM
great.
i got my 1st pay.
total i earn : $188++
JUZ GREAT. is so fuggin LITTLE.
wah lao eh. how can it be????
dunnoe larz. so pathetic.
might as well dun work! fug fug fug. so little.
sigh. but glad my mom didnt scold me. phew.
aniway. juz heck tat one fer awhile.
lets tok about smth happi.
eh. i dying my hair now! wahah. lols.
tml tml. swsyouth band prac plus! fuchun band concert. xD
kks. i shall stop here.
