was realli expectin to be a sucky dae fer me.

but slowly everything turned out well.

w34b i love u :]
i felt i was like some baby surrounded by lots of adults.
takin gd care of me etc.

wanna noe y?

haha. i will tell u personalli then.

k. holidae is comin.
i prepare to list of things i wanna do.

1stly. IS SPORE GREAT SALE-!
lols. damn. i realli wanna shop man.
best is to get jamie n janice or maybe yan yan.

2ndly. meet up my pri sch frends.
like nvr see each other fer.. 5-9 yrs already.

3rdly. meet up frends / seniors.
i realli wanna do some catch up wif 'em.
miss them lots.


the others. watch movie prepahs.
haha. k. im v tired now. cos. i onli slp fer 4hrs ytd.

so yea. zZzz-

thanks jia hao and my senior seng kee.
haha. suprisin' 2 of them called me up on the phone.
i felt much much better.
as my dae started out v badly.

n ya. my grandmom too-
gimmie money to buy new mp3 player.
ultimate adsent-minded me. lost my mp3 player.
i think i accidently dropped it at long john sliver @ causeway point ytd.
again. love ya grandmom! :]

but shit. dunnoe wots wrong wif my left hand's 4th finger.
its like been numb since tis mornin i woke up.
cant feel ani shit. >.< scary huh?

k. gettin slpy now.
too mani things happened todae.
i almost go crazy n gt a hair cut cos i dun feel gd.
no worries. i didnt cut short. onli look diff somehow. hmm-

gimme sometimes.
i wanna clear my mind too..
too messy. jus too messy rite now.

am i imaginin all these on my own?
izit me? im kinda confuse. am i thinkin too much-?

too mani questions tt i gotta find out.

but now. i realli feel like huggin u.

Caresse sur l'océan

Caresse sur l'océan
Porte l'oiseau si léger
Revenant de terres enneigées
Air éphémère de l'hiver
Au loin ton écho s'éloigne
Châteaux en Espagne
Vire au vent tournoie déploie tes ailes
Dans l'aube grise du levant
Trouve un chemin vers l'arc-en-ciel
Se découvrira le printemps

Caresse sur l'océan
Pose l'oiseau si léger
Sur la pierre d'une île immergée
Air éphémère de l'hiver
Enfin ton souffle s'éloigne
Loin dans les montagnes
Vire au vent tournoie déploie tes ailes
Dans l'aube grise du levant
Trouve un chemin vers l'arc-en-ciel
Se découvrira le printemps

Calme sur l'océan

Les Avions En Papier
Cerf-volant
Volant au vent
Ne t'arrête pas
Vers la mer
Haut dans les airs
Un enfant te voit
Voyage insolent
Troubles enivrants
Amours innocentes
Suivent ta voie
Suivent ta voie
En volant

Cerf-volant
Volant au vent
Ne t'arrête pas
Vers la mer
Haut dans les airs
Un enfant te voit
Et dans la tourmente
Tes ailes triomphantes
N'oublie pas de revenir
Vers moi

Cerf-volant
Volant au vent
Ne t'arrête

Cerf-volant
Volant au vent
Ne t'arrête pas
Vers la mer
Haut dans les airs
Un enfant te voit
Voyage insolent
Troubles enivrants
Amours innocentes
Suivent ta voie
Suivent ta voie
En volant


oh man. such a long dae fer me todae.
but it was fun. lols.
more n more interestin things goin on in my class-
lols.

k la. v tired rite now.
shall stop here.

- i always gt tongue-tied.
but for the 1st time. my heart was beatin so damn fast.
i realli realli wanted to say it out.
no. i gonna do it.
cos- i realli want to let u noe. frm the bottom of my heart.-

for the 1st time.
i feel such a great sense of belongin in rpws.

i've gt a family..
full of bros n sisters.

those photos i saw in the rpws share point.
each n everyone smile is so sweet n genuine.
during the performance at tanglin campus @ the plaza.
and bishan park peroformance too.

was disappointed to see band goin in a negative way.
pple start to leave n so on.

but thank god.
it gonna stop soon.
rpws will stand up once again.

okay!
i tryin to translate the les choirstes lyrics.
but i directly tanslated it. DIRECTLY.
so. sounds v funni.
those who haven dl the songs tt i uploaded on previous post
jolly well do it now. now now now. :x
alrite. here goes-

Les Avions En Papier
- paper aeroplane -

flying kite in the wind
does not stop you goin towards the sea
high up in the airs
a child sees you
Voyage insolate
Troubles enivrants
Amours innocent
Suivent your way
Suivent your way

flying kite in the wind
does not stop you goin towards the sea
high up in the airs
a child sees you

And in the storm when you're triumphing
wings does not forget to return towards me

flying kite in the wind
does not stop you goin towards the sea
high up in the airs
a child sees you
Voyage insolate
Troubles enivrants
Amours innocent
Suivent your way
Suivent your way

okay. it sucks but at least we gt the idea eh?
lol.

- tis gonna be long entry -


i cant stop listenin to 'les choristes' movie soundtrack over n over again.

i realli love this movie alot.
woah. my 1st and fav french movie.

okay. lemme summrise tis movie wot izit abt.

it took place in 1949.
this fellow, clement mathieu hes actualli an unemployed music teacher.
so he found a job as a proctor in a hmm. correctional boardin boy sch.
u noe. fer those notti kids.

clement was upset by the sch rule, the way of teachin they've gt.
the harsh reality of the sch routine.
thanks to the bad pricipal. hes a big meanie.

at 1st, clement had lots of prbs to communicate wif students.
they smoke, they steal, they make fun of the teachers etc..
but clement tolerate them and forgive them everytime.

he decided to change the students lives by putin music into their life.
yup.. the magic n power of music.

thru out the movie, u can see clement was so determine.
he jus dun wan give up hope on the kids..
the sch suddenly frm a v cold place turn into a v cozy place-
i guess i cried few times abt it.

oo. there're 2 of the kids i realli like alot.

1st is Pierre Morhange.



tis guy real name is Jean-Baptiste
he is the soloist of petits chanteurs de saint-marc.

he realli act v well in the movie i must say.
esp when he singin his solo part. realli caught my attention.
his voice is realli v v nice.

2nd is Pépinot enfant.



look v cute rite?? haha.
yea. the part when clement step into the sch..
clement saw pepinot stand at the sch gate there...

Clément Mathieu: What are you doing?
Pépinot enfant: I'm waiting for Saturday. My father is coming to collect me.
Clément Mathieu: But it's not Saturday today.

actualli. pepinot's parents passed away.
but the sch didnt let him know.
n told him tt his parents wld come n fetch him durin sat's visitin time..

but in the end..
when clement fired by the sch.
pepinot wanted to fellow clement n leave the sch.
haha. so clement also took him along.
n it was a sat too..

okay i realli love tis movie alot.

i was so touched by clement.
his love for his students and music..

aniways. dunnoe wots wrong wif my media player.

i will upload the song here.
u guys dl n enjoy k.

tis one of my fav song in this movie

1. Caresse sur l'ocean
2. Les avions en papier : tis is the part i love the most. where clement fired by the pricinpal and gotta leave sch str8 away and cannot say ani last word to his students.
and as he walkin pass the classrm buildin..

the kids were throwin down the paper plane towards him.
wrote lots of things to him. i think cried like hell. seriously.

haha. aniways. i've gt the movie in my com.
anione wants to watch it. feel free to look fer me :]
its realli nice n heart warmin movie tt u shldnt miss-

can i say tis movie inspire me alot?
n yes. i also have dream.
music. music is my dream.

piano. piano was the 1st instrument
i wanted to play so much.
yea. but i didnt get to learn.

n i still remember the 1st time i sing..
was watchin tv8 drama. 'tou fu jie'
i was singing maviee hee's 'chen li de yue gua'

and my auntie and bros always tune into 93.3fm.
play all those songs when andy lau jacky cheung, aaron was so famous.
slowly started to listen 98fm when i was pri 6
i always sing along wif songs tt play on the radio.
and it becomes a habit until now.

so u realised my mp3 gt lots old 90s chinese eng pop songs.

my 1st time singing on stage was sec 2.
ya. i took part on those talent time, cny celebration etc.
sch events and etc.

i even learnt singing b4 frm peter ho.
but my mom think its wastin money so i stopped.

i actualli concentrate more on symphony band ltr on.

all these yrs i've been playin in band.
i saw mani gd players out there.
sometimes i jus wonderin wot am i doin n stuffs.

seems like i cant depend on flute fer the rest of my life.

until now. after i gt into sonic arts.
i keep thinkin wot am i goin to do.

luke chen told us tt.
we gonna be creator of sound as a student in sonic arts.
create those wonderful sounds in maybe in film, games, drama, musical play
and even in music, doin album etc.

u noe i seriously feel so thankful to have the chance to study tis course.

i've been listen to music jus like some of u.
i do hope one day i can try make my own album like wot emi fujita, corrinne may did.
they compose their own songs. write their own lyrics.

it might sound kinda stupid to others. but i dont care.
i wish i can do it in future.

music is my passion.

makin music alive.
tts my dream.

- and i've hurt u
it hurts me too when i realised what i've done.

i admit i went into a wrong way.

but u noe sometimes words do hurt so much.

we will realise smth more in future.

n hey. watch me shine.
i know i can-

p.s. jes, my ans to ur 4th question.

u dont care abt other pple feelins. do u?
i dun wan to let history repeat like 3 yrs ago.
i traumatized once n i dun want a second time.

wot a silly perception error i made.

sry.

ho ho. so tiring.
2 daes of orientation.
but it was fun!! gt lots of presents lol-

oh man. knew varian will shoot me like mad.
wot to do. i did smth bad to 'em last time :x

thanks to tim.
showin us the movie. 'les choirstes'
its realli v nice n touchin movie. i jus love it.
esp one of the little kid. haha so cute!
wish i gt such a cute son in future :X

n yes. i uploaded one of my fav song frm movie in my blog n frendster.
haha enjoy!
k la i go slp. havin slight flu.
cya pple!

hello :D
i hate todae's enterprise module :D:D
accidently said smth infront of the faci :D:D:D
so ya. gettin c,d for todae grade xD!

aniways. as i promised ytd for the orion camp pic!

okay. lemme jus summaries.
1st dae, we report at rpc and went briefin at w2 lecture hall.
haha. my team is HESTIA!

hesta = goddnees of fertility :D

so after tt we play game and paint my team flag.



the hestia!



haha wonder wots written the tape?
is 'ferterlise me :D ! '
proudly wrote by miss sandy.

oh ya. we've been ask to on others pple lap :/
okay. its a game. kinda scary :|
suddenly one of them wanna challenge the student leader.
so ya. can u imagine around 30 ++ pple sittin on each other laps?







wahah! the chair broke in the end! lols.





check out the smiley sperm. :X
also proudly drawn by sandy lee ann also dinie :D



we had nite walk around in sch. barefooted aniway :/

haha. after tt all of us rush to ambush the toliet for bathin.
u shld see how we share 2 pipes in the toliet. while 4 person bathin at the same thing.

we slp at the forum tt nite.
my backbone hurts alot. lols.

2nd dae, had my 1st luxury breakfast durin camp :D~ which mac's breakfast.
after tt all of us took bus to camp christine @ lim chu kang.

each team is assigned by different trainner.
haha. we had lots of fun man!
play lots of game. went adventure walk,
and jumped into the mud pool.. kayaking. etc









n yea. the advanture walk was realli fun!!
haha. we walk into the forest. kinda scary in the 1st place.
but the fun part was when we jump into the mud pool! haha-

check out azimah's team o.o





fun eh? then had our camp fire after bathin and dinner.
too bad i dun have ani photo of it.
but its realli fun! was damn high la haha.

then finally the 3rd dae. b4 headin back to rp..
we did cleaning. and we still did our cheer and took group photos.









haha.yup! tts all ive got.
yea. realli had lots of fun. gt to know lots of nice pple and made lots of friends :]
like last time. durin sec 2 adventure camp. i love it!
haha yea. tts all- will up date!

i still got lots of things wanna share wif u guys :]

SANDY! WTH'S WRONG WIF U!?

-slap -slap -slap!!

oh well, guess im jus mentally tired la.
aniways. i gt some photos for the orion camp!!!
i will upload it tmr nite ya :]

oh pple, it seems like everyone kinda stress out.
do have faith in urself ya :D
same goes to me.

SANDY!! JIA YOU AR! \(*.*)/
rmb. sandy loves u :]

im back frm ORION CAMP!
wooooOoOot!
gosh. felt like sec 2.
glad tt azimah carrick enjoyed themselves alot. LOL.
yea. esp campfire last nite.

but my arms n knees in damn hell pain :|

already bought movie tickets for my family.
celebratin mother's dae!
goin out now! update abt the camp soon!

oh man! i gt my 1st B for my fav communication module!
but i guess vicky startin to have higher expectation from me.
gosh. think i shld start listenin to power 98 or perfect 10.

ya aniways. barely survive todae's maths module.
damn the vb. zzz.
and ya. w34b was celebratin travis's bdae todae. whahaa.
o. terence came to my class did smth hmm weird? haha-
aniways.
bought my web cam to sch too lol!
here the photos we took in class xD






and... this is the present we bought it fer travis-!






the bdae cake..



then after sch.. left the half crazy wan takin funni photos :D




LOL!

alright here come the guys..


carrick, travis the kuku , adzim



carrick and his forever messy hair. lols.


actin cute :|



haha tts all.
k la. goin orion until sundae
then go celebrate mother's dae
go pack my stuffs fer camp le. cya guys! take care n enjoy tis long wk end :]

i think my back bone and my spine gonna break soon.
im exhausted!
now im like startin to get bz over those sch stuffs.
is tis a gd sign? as it stop me frm rottin n slackin.
lols.

okays. dun think i gonna be attendin band prac as i gt my STA stuffs goin on.
as it likes goin to be every after sch.
omg! actin trainin. seriously. i dun even noe i can act ornt.
aniways tt lots more on it. like backstage production n stuffs. cool huh?
but well. its a gd experience!

i found out tt i'll nt able to study ani uni in spore.
cos im tkin sonic arts. even if i want to study in a uni.
i most probably have to go oversea n study.
but well. i already 've planned things for myself.
i noe wot to do.

cos its my goal!
jus do it man- y worry eh? :]

oh no. i goin crazy soon.
too tired. goin to melt anitime.

darn. gonna stop drinkin the white disgustin liquid which comes frm cow.
i havin some TERRIBLE side effect on it.
ARGH. instead increase vertically. it goes horiztionally.
aiya. i noe wrong spellin la.
cant be bother to check the correct spellin.
kk i freaked out in 10 sec soon in i dunt publish RITE NOW.

WELL BYE PPLE. gonna update soon! ya. tmr maybe.

u noe. i was so shock tt time.
when i realised how much u actually mean to me.
how much my love fer u was so deep.
and seems like i cant runn away from tt..


i pray. continue to pray-
jus to hold you once again.
'protect u and hold u tight. i love u. and i realli realli do'

i noe how it feels like..
i noe how painful to be like this.
for once, pls dun treat me like a child.

cos i sometimes realli noe and understand things behind ur eyes..



If the weather clears up, let's hold hands
If the wind blows, stand close to me
If it rains, let's share an umbrella
It's downpouring, and we find some small flowers

Looking up to a nameless sky
I want to walk everywhere with you
If I get lost in tomorrow
I want to call out your name
Yes, I always call your name, your beautiful name.

Yes, I always call your name, your beautiful name.
When the stars shine in the sky
I think of you before anyone else
If I make one wish on these stars
It would be for happiness to come to you before anything else

Finding a nameless star
I want to give it a name, along with my love
I close my eyes until I fall asleep
I want to call out your name
Yes, I always call you rname, your beautiful name.

Finding a nameless dream
I gave it your name, along with my love
I close my eyes until I fall asleep
I want to call out your name
Yes, I always call you rname, your beautiful name

alrite. shall summarise things tt happened these few daes.

- here my daily grades : 3As, 6Bs, 1 bloody C.
- loves communication module, sians of enterprise.
- celebrated ming cong, the king of leh, his bdae.
- went out of yan yan. shoppin, took neoprints again.
- met some disgusting guy who's suppose to do his flag dae.
- play webcam wif emu, n i realli shown all my collections to him till he went crazy.
- went shoppin wif my mom, auntie, grandmom. bought lots of new clothes.
- gt a hair cut. look nt much different but much tidy.
- went out fer dinner wif kor kor, darius and orange.
- w34b started detest enterprise.
- suprisingly i gt close and noe abt someone frm my class more.
- signed up for some major(?) performance.
- poor punani cant accept the fact tt im older than him.


lols. yea tts all.
dunnoe y. i also didnt slp well for few nites.
been woke up late. esp todae.
jia lart.

jus realised smth abt myself todae.
hmmm. wondering izit i've turn back like wot i use to be in sec sch?
haha. i doubt so.

started to plan n work forward to smth tt i want.
ya. my dreams :]
seems abit hard but well, haha! who cares.
i jus wanna do it.
bet travis will agree wif me.

guess my heart start to calm down dae by dae.

haha! wanna shop fer vcds/dvd.
wanna catch some movie. so yup anione x)
daisy ( korean movie ) / mission impossible ( yes. tom cruise :D~)

oh well. tts all fer now. wooot.

u find tt the way i think - is like a small kid.
i find tt the way u behave - is like a small kid.
pple find tt we both like some kids are tryin to be funni in some way, crappin our way thru to each other.
jus as i turn back n look at everything frm the past till now.
deep inside in us, i guess we are like some kids hopin to get some love frm someone.
so is tt wot u call the 'inner child' ?
lols. ironic isnt it? oh well..

sandy lee si min
24/9/1988.
RP - STA - Sonic Arts
wind symphony / acapella -mia-

music
fluatist
flute player (:

Oh, life is a glorious cycle of song,
A medley of extemporanea;
And love is a thing that can never go wrong;

under the surface
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