Saturday, July 31, 2004 @7:22 PM
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
@12:03 AM
hello hello.
time fer bloggin again :))))
awww. feel relief sia.
i completed my art course work!! yay. :DDD
i've been doin some thinking these few days.
juz wondering, why i cant be last time so happi.
yea. i keep questioning myself since last year. aww.
guess i never be like last time again.
i'll never make my love ones happy again.
yea.. also download alot of final fantast video, songs.
haha. feel like playing ps2 =x
oh no. cannot, prelim is around the concer liao. x_x
how i wish, i can do sumthing wif him. alamakx.
realli. i think i will never my love ones happi. why?..
Melodies Of Life
Alone for a while,
I've been serching through the dark,
For traces of the love you left Inside my lonely heart,
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain,
Melodies of life - loves lost refrain.
Our paths they did cross,
Though I can not say just why.
We met, we laughed, we held on fast,
and then we said goodbye.
And who'll hear the echoes
Of stories never told?
Let them ring out louad till they unfold.
In my dearest memories,
I see you reaching out to me.
Though you're gone,
I still believe that you can call out my name.
A voice from the past,
Joining yours and mine.
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life,
to the sky beyond the flying birds - forever and beyond.
So far and away, see the bird as it flies by.
Gliding through the shadows of
The clouds up in the sky.
I've laid my memories
And dreams upon those wings,
Leave them now and see
What tomorrow brings.
In your dearest memories,
Do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close
And now leave me behind?
A voice from the past,
Joining yours and mine,
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes on and on.
Melodies of life, to the sky Beyond the flying bird - forever and on.
If I should leave this lonely world behind,
Your voice will still remember our melody,
Now I know we'll carry on.
Melodies of life, come circle round
And grow deep in our hearts,
As long as we remember.
Thursday, July 29, 2004 @7:46 PM
aww. feelin kinda down today =(
izit becoz i'm too tired? been rushin my art these few days.
*shakes head*
nooooooooooooo! i must be POSITIVE!
hmm. say... about him.
eek. i realli dunnoe wot to do.
seem like i cant do anything fer him.
he also bz wif his Dnt.
okie. i'm lousy, yay~
no mood le. tskk. ciaoz!
Wednesday, July 28, 2004 @11:19 PM
EVERYONE PLS DONT STRESS YOURSELF!
I REPEAT DONT STRESS YOURSELF!
sigh. why everybody sound sooo depressed.
aww. maybe because prelim comin?
die lorx. i nvr study today. these few days, i've been rushin my art.
ready to get straight F9 man. lols.
juz now daddy sms me.
he sounded very very upset.
and me. this useless daughter. tskk. cant cheer him again. yaa Again..
manx. i use to be a gd listener n adviser.
look at me. i cant even do anithing man.
in the end, i made everything turn out worse.
sry dad...... really wish i could help u...
aww. losing my focusin liao. die die.
right now, i'm grounded.
have to go home straight after school.
oh boy.. then i still have to buy present for him.
okie, i decided to buy angie's choice cake fer him. haha.
thx to xh. yuppy. maybe also buying a polo shirt too?
eh... see how lahx. $$ still is the GREAT problem to me x_x"
Monday, July 26, 2004 @10:57 PM
innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way
What Sign of Affection Are You?
hey heyee... my nonsense pig korkor. dunnoe why after i heng up the phone wif u n feel like writing this for u.. hmmm.... so fast sia. from the day i met u.... at the alumni winds concert.. till today. it already one month liao. ehh.. haha. sorry lahx. i so toot. nth to tok about when we were on the phone. okie. i admit i was paiseh. foook.... wth i doin. x_x lolx. korkor ar korkor. nth realli can express my feelings fer you. it's more than the words. =) i love you. so glad to have you in my heart. i promise, i'll always be there for you. right beside you. hehex. aww. happi 1 month hmm... anniversary?? muack~* ^^
@5:42 PM
a-lo-ha :)
yuppy yuppy.
again. i nvr fall aslp during lesson!
okie. no worries, i will study fer n lvl pple.
aww. but then. hmm. i wonder how he doing now...
the both of us cut down on sms.
coz dunch wan our bills to fly high. dunch wan to disturb him.
i know he wanna study hard. so i onli can msg him those fancy sweet msg to him.
we dun realli tok on msn too.
he told me that the girl he likes, right now in oversea. onli can tok to her in msn. so... ya, also dun wanna disturb him too. to him, it's sooo hard to have the chance to tok to her right? yaa...
right now, his birthday comin. and i savin $$. still headach lehx. dunch noe wot to buy fer him. sumthing useful? hmm. timmie suggest tat bring him n get a expenvise hair cut. lolx! but well, i wont lorx. he looks cute mahx now. =x haha. i respect him okayyy... wahaha.
umm... got alot of pple keep askin me tat the both of us are realli together? well... my answer is 'no'. but i do like him. why i say no lehx?
becoz i realli dunch wan give him prbs u see. yaa. he gonna study fer o lvl eh? realli hope he get into sajc. fer me... hmm. well, he study so hard. haha. okay lorx. me too! =D
i juz stay right beside him sliently. support him everytime. i realli dun mind wot will happen in the end. but realli i like him. i askin fer nothing.
yaa. tat's wot i pray fer.... =)
Saturday, July 24, 2004 @2:09 AM
My inner child is one year old!
Everything is new to me. I like watching the world
go by around me, and I don't sweat the small
stuff--or the large stuff, either. Just so long
as I stay warm and safe and dry, life's pretty
good.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud
which happy bunny are you?
Friday, July 23, 2004 @11:02 PM
woot. so sianx.. my brother took my discman x_x"
haix. nono, i have to study, pass my n lvl.
gotta stand up once agian. yay! i'm still sandy eh?
muhaha..
everything gonna be fine. yuppy.
everyone will be okay. smile =D
dun think this comin sunday i goin fer band prac.
no mood + have to rush wif my art course work.
=\ too bad... oh, budden juz now daddy kc sent me their esplanade concert, 7th night of july, recordin.. yaa, sounded nt bad. haas.
oh fook, timmie and a guy call moses played very well... arrrrr. shuck, realized i like didnt work on my flute fer soooooooo long. die die.
soon gonna kick out of swsyouth band x_x die die.
hmm. aww see how bahx. tsk.
jia you jia you.
Monday, July 19, 2004 @11:39 PM
U.G.L.Y
You ain't got no alibi
You ugly
Hey! Hey! You ugly
muahahahaha. muhahahahaah!!!!!
sandy sandy.
u're great!
muahahahaha.!!!
=x
self-psychoin?
hurhur. i'm not mad!
i'm okay. oh bloody oh u shity!
i feeeel gOooOoD.
oh yes.
time go on.
yes i can. yes i can.
a better life fer now.
i'm happy!
heyee! i'm saying bye bye to u! :D
Saturday, July 17, 2004 @12:14 AM
heyee. tho right now.. i think. there's sumthing weird happen to us.
but.
this post is esp only fer him. =)
haas, folks! read this also. i love this lyrics.
"Wherever we go is okay,"
You said
Now what may have been
Has been stopped by time
On that night that was too long
I had a dream where you left me
Staring at a foreign sky
I hugged my lonliness
My fallen tears
Are piling up on the winds of time
At the end
I feel your breath
Loneliness, your silent whisper
fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry
And you, you never said goodbye
Sometime our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But i never thought you'd trade your soul to the fate
Never thought you'd leave me alone
Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart
My fallen tears
Are piling up on the winds of time
This feeling at the end
Makes my blue rose change
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love
My fallen tears are piled on the winds of time again
At the end I can feel your breath
if you could have told me everything
you would have found what love is
if you could have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
someday I'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that life for now
I will try to live for you and for me
I will try to live with love, with dreams and forever with Tears
Friday, July 16, 2004 @4:45 PM
oooohhh..
i juz had a gooooood chat wif my long lost friend :)
i told her all my problems.
she was kinda shock wif all the things which happened to me.
after tat, she started to talk about my past.
she recalled times when i was in pr sch.
and i realized i've changed a lot.
almost gonna cry.
but she cheer me up.
she told me tat last time in pr sch, she always like to see me smile when 1st thing in the mornin. haha. never fail to brighten up her day. :D
she wanna see tat smile from me again. she knows i can overcome all the problems if i wanna be happy again. i must trust and believe myself.
yea. smile!!! XD
feeling good now. haha. this time no more K . O - ing.
should say 'Bring It On!'
pardon me lahx. was playing king of fighter. =P
Rock on~*
Thursday, July 15, 2004 @11:48 PM
here am i stoning again.
never touch my homework at all.
yupp. ite potenial.
have a slight fever. x_x
dun feel like slping. tho timmy ask me to slp. ( sry timmy!)
blank mind. everyone encouraging me.
and i feel so sorry fer them.
hmmm.. guess the more i wanna know him better, the more i dun understand wot he thinkin of.
well, this time same thing goin to happen -- FAIL.
i losing the faith in myself.
Wednesday, July 14, 2004 @11:11 PM
i'm lost...
wot is love?
oh boy, why am i feelin like this?
i should be happy. like last time how i use to be.
when i was holding his hand. i think he's nervous.
but i'm not.strange.
my heart cant feel anithing.
i'm numb.
i think i cant make him happy.
the more i like him the more guilty i'll feel.
wot aM i doin?
we were holdin hand at the bus stop.
seeing him smilin, is wot i ask fer.
when the bus came,
i dun realli feel like gettin up.
juz wanna the time to stop.
wonder he knows how i feel?
my eyes were juz trying to tell him tat.
went up the bus, i gave my best smile and wave gd bye to him.
i dun wanna give up. again.
heyee. sry, my weakness cause u pain.
my heart still stuck in the past.
i'm lost......
Sunday, July 11, 2004 @11:38 PM
shuck lahx! didnt go church again. T_T
then go meet lucas at tampines. and he's late.
almost late fer band prac.
today all flute section not there!!! sight new pieces somemore.
mr fahmi wants me to play 1st flute. then i scare until cant play.
then screw almost came out. play until like shit. haix.
heyee. to u-noe-who.
hmm.. manx. dunnoe wot to say.
wanna tell u alot of things but i dunnoe how to start.
yaa.. we both crappy wan. budden wanna tell u how i feel lehx
but dunnoe y i dunnoe how to say.
juz wanna noe ur prb. want u share it wif me.
let our distance to more closer.
let me see ur true colour.
tat's all i wanna say.
[when you can’t protect me
Although it’s not the promised road, trust me
Even when it seems impossible
It’s ok to keep trying with you]
Saturday, July 10, 2004 @11:47 PM
heyeee... finally update my bloggie le.
well. alot things happened.
still trying to make/force myself to StuDy.
nooooo. n lvl comin. i received entry form liao. *gulp*
foook. i still havin my holidays mood.
nono. wake up sandy!!!
juz hope i can put more effort lorx.
watched spiderman2 again! (aisiah thx fer lentin $$ :))
but but.. this time different. wif someone. okay lahx. dun wanna tell out the name. juz call him u-noe-who.
details about him mahx.. plays the saxophone. okie! enuff.
oh blur him. lost in bt timahx today.
haha.. k lahx, at least he found his way to get out of there.
meet him in westmall. buy tix. then we walk walk around.
o bloody hell. he got a itchy finger. aniohow press press around. esp at harvy norman.
press the keyboard, plasma tv, radio, hi5.......
zzz. dangerous isnt it?? x_x
k lahx, was nice to go out wif u-noe-who.
haha.. kk. to all my frends, pls dun be shocked about that u-noe-who.
i know wot i doin =>
Monday, July 05, 2004 @12:28 AM
hey hey pple. hmm. today got alot things happened!
wahaha...
tho my day started sux-ly.
overslp. didnt go to church.
haha.. die manx.. then then.. after i was late fer band practice..
all thx to minahx. lolx..
nvm lahx.. jolin also.. so all meet up and late together lah! haha.
during the band prac.. ahahahaaa. i finally scream at martin le!! whahahaha... hmm, while playing ar... wah lao. my jaw almost kena lock sia.
scary.. ouch. kinda pain too. haix.
but after tat... i sound okay le.. heng..
k lah.. at least sound better than last time. phew.
next next. after band prac. went to makan wif minahx, jolin and pat.
then lehx.. after makanin went to istana park. haix.. they all wanna see fuchun band performance. lolx.. and i saw my nephew too!!! hehe..
after tat leh.. went to take neoprint at cineleisure.
wahhh.. it was a disaster manx.. haha.. well. it's also fun ya? haha..
check up the other photos too!
yupp. tat's all about todayy... so tired manx..
haas.. tml's youth dayyy... wheeee.
happi youth day guys!!! XD
