Saturday, May 28, 2005 @2:14 AM
wheeeee.
last dae of 2nd term.
i got last position in class fer my mid yr exam.
thank god mrs singh understand me and trust me
i will mug n do solid revision durin june holidae.
:D
here comes.
saf central concert!!
was so so damn fun todae!
heh heh. thanks to keith helpin us to reserve tix fer us.
saved trouble to queue up to collect tix.
THE CONCERT IS DAMN SOLID.
all the solo parts and all.
wheeee. i realli v glad tt everyone enjoyed.
fir. zat. nabz. timmie. rachel. jojo. chris. yunus. des. alan. hilmi. mervin
they're happy. i'm V happy (:
too bad cldnt sit down together chit chat n makan.
cos its v late. :(
aniway. nvm la.
havin sore throat too.
ouch.
lol
cannot. must drink more water.
chinese Os must jia you.
yea. after tt. YES concert!!!
pls! pple support swsy! (: (:
swsy concert. chiong ar! right mel?
lol! (:
Thursday, May 26, 2005 @12:41 AM
HELLO!
its been hell long nvr update my blog again.
lols. ofcos-
bz wif. SWSYOUTH CONCERT. CHINESE O LVL.
oh pls pple. pls pls pls.
come support swsyouth concert.
if u performed a concert b4.
u shld understand how i feel.
somemore. tis is my 1st concert in my whole life!!
pls come support. esp to those my gd friends out there.
yes. my dear jrs n bandmates. thanks fer buyin tix n pullin others to go too
luv ya all! (':
chinese o lvl.
argg. guess i cant go fer the comin band prac on sundae.
next mon is my chinese.
i wanna get an A! die also must get an A.
pple who also takin Os as me on next mon.
do ur v best- (:
oh ya one more thing.
tis comin fri. james barnes conductin the saf concert.
pple who ordered the tix are reminded to be vch at 7pm to collect ur tix!!
geez. so mani things to do.
during past few days. tho i had been v tired.
realli dunnoe wot to do.
but some how i'm nt goin to cry. and i nt afraid animore.
wanna noe why? (:
heh.
listen to tis song on my blog right now.
sry but is in chinese :X i will translate some other time.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005 @12:37 AM
heyys pple.
am here to update again.
i feel kinda disappointed.
nt realli becos of my mid yr result.
aniway. expected.
was havin photo takin wif the band todae.
i felt realli left out when all the seniors are suppose to sit the 1st row.
then tian seng actually choose the seniors becos the seats are limited.
in the end. i didnt get to sit in 1st row.
i was standin wif the jrs.
i was tellin myself. he didnt mean it.
but somehow. i was abt to cry. again.
i tried nt to cry.
i mean u shld understand how i feel.
times when i've actually give all my very best to gsb.
sadly. i felt realli left out.
my last pic wif the gsb.
dun tok abt animore.
i dun wish to feel sad.
well. check out the video of my blog right side.
v touchin video. duration 8 min.
juz cant stop listen to the song over n over again.
the lyrics is nice.
i manage to find the translation.
there u go..
Lyrics and Translation
korea : Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
ironjog choumirago nonun thugbyorhadanun
gu marur midosso negen hengbogiosso
translation : I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy
marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika
you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge
namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman
todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya
i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again
marur haji guresso nega shirhojyodago
nunchiga obnun nan nur boche giman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika
you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
[narration] Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago
noboda johun sarammannagir barandago
nodo darun namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego
sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho
naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage jar sarmyon otohge
guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde
ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde
[narration]
Hey babe
the pain
it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you
sarangur wihesoramyon modun da har su inun
yojaui chaghan bonnungur iyong hajinun marajwo
hanyojaro theona sarangbadgo sanunge
irohge himdurgo oryourjur mollasso
don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
Narration (Guy, only in the music video)
Theres someone I'm in love with...
Although I canÂft be with her now...
I still in love with her...
Monday, May 16, 2005 @7:12 PM
wonderful.
been slackin these few days.
goin to get back all my exam papers. uh oh.
aiya. nvm la. i think i goin to fail badly tis time around. so nvm.
lols. concert is comin so soon.
same as my chinese Os.
sigh-
wot am i goin to do?
my mind is so so blank.
restless.
the more i look at the piece i compose.
the more i think it is useless.
izzit becos tis piece is simple?
aaaaaaaaaaarh. forget it.
come on sandy.
go prac ur flute. if u remain like tis.
u're nt goin to make it fer concert.
yes yes. dun FORGET ur chinese Os.
study study. chinese no keep.
AIM fer an A!!!
long on the bright side?
yea. i'm tryin.
Sunday, May 08, 2005 @9:45 PM
pple! so sry that i didnt update fer so long.
well. lots unhappy things upset me man.
damn. k la. kinda suay.
my laptop's Edrive is spoil. gotta pay $400 fer the maintenances.
I LOST THE WHOLE BKLET OF SWSYOUTH TICS. which is $8 per tickets x 10 tix = s$80.
die lor.
where am i goin to get $480!?
i still buy stuff fer my concert. get hair cut.
sob sob.
right mid yr exam.
seriously la. i realli cant be bother at all.
but my mom juz expect me to get gd result tis time.
is like hello? i already told her tt i realli nt goin to do well fer tis exam.
i die also wanna play well fer tis concert 1st.
sorry mom. i hope u understand.
i'm sick too. cldnt focus well during prac.
sigh- DAMN. i wanna improve!! \(*.*)/
aniway. i also wanna thanks to my frends out dere. listenin to my prbs n help me out.
yea. thanks a lot! muack`- (=
yah. hi there smily smile (x
eh. heh. i doin my best. to make the 1st step.
yes. we can be frends again.
yes. we can talk like last time we use to.
i continue to pray.. misses* (:
Sunday, May 01, 2005 @10:56 PM
bleah. i'm at candice's house right now.
she havin math tuition.
shall use tis time to quickly update.
well. fallin sick soon.
sigh- i still v disapointed wif my mom.
she juz dun understand me.
is nt tt i dun wan to study.
but i still got lots things have to settle.
i juz wan her to noe tt. i already a young adult.
i noe wot to do. i dun wan naggin frm her.
but i need her to be there support n encourage me.
guess i cant catch my percussion performin at istana.
1stly. i'm sick. 2ndly. i realli nt in the mood.
sryy pple.
i dunnoe wot happen to me.
i hope i can get over tis asap.
i dun wish the both of us continue to be like this.
is silly to say tt. i still miss u.
tho i noe is useless to say anithing.
but i feel so ashame tt i always need to depend on someone.
realli dun wan see myself in tis situation.
is there aniway tt we can go back like last time.
i miss ur smile.
i tryin so hard nt to let u noe how much i miss u.
aint a relationship prb but u're juz a smth tt means so much to me.
i noe i sound v silly. someone realli gotta cure my illness.
so hard. so hurts.
yet it's so beautiful.
so sweet. so warm.
yet it's so bitter.
