Tuesday, June 29, 2004 @9:41 PM
i'm pathetic!
trying to practice those pieces which swsyouth is currently playing.
downloaded the mp3. been listening their recording non-stop. listening to it while walkin to sch. even during lesson, recess and after sch. but still when i got back home from sch in the afternoon i try to practice.
oh fook. i play until like sh!t. x_x
running notes sux. tone sux. articulation sux. dynamics sux.
eeek! sux sux sux.
somebody juz come and kill me.
and while i practicing, i also realized 'music fer a festival' pg2 is missing! argh.
haix. i know i must not say until tat.
but realli i think i realli very lousy lehx.
omg. haix......... actually i wanted to seek my 'daddy' fer help.
but i think i better not. coz i dun wanna bother him. some how in the end i still gonna depend myself right?
oh boy. cannot let myself give up sooo ezly ya?
sandy ar sandy. u must put in more effort!!!
