Wednesday, July 14, 2004 @11:11 PM
i'm lost...
wot is love?
oh boy, why am i feelin like this?
i should be happy. like last time how i use to be.
when i was holding his hand. i think he's nervous.
but i'm not.strange.
my heart cant feel anithing.
i'm numb.
i think i cant make him happy.
the more i like him the more guilty i'll feel.
wot aM i doin?
we were holdin hand at the bus stop.
seeing him smilin, is wot i ask fer.
when the bus came,
i dun realli feel like gettin up.
juz wanna the time to stop.
wonder he knows how i feel?
my eyes were juz trying to tell him tat.
went up the bus, i gave my best smile and wave gd bye to him.
i dun wanna give up. again.
heyee. sry, my weakness cause u pain.
my heart still stuck in the past.
i'm lost......
