Friday, September 10, 2004 @1:48 AM
seriously. i shldnt think too much.
but realli cant help it.
i juz found a box of letters.
or dairy? which i wrote past few yrs ago.
i opened one of the letter which i wanted give it to mr sim, after our last yr syf.
nt brave enuff to give. lol.
it was about he leavin our band.
i still can recall.. how much the band didnt want him to go.
i recall so many thing.
tat day syf.
before the band turn playing on stage. we were at the tuning room.
i still remember i crying.
wot's mr sim said, runs thru my mind.
next letter..
a letter which i wanted to wrote fer him.
lots of sorry tat i wanna tell him.
but didnt make it.
one thing tat i havent tell him till today.
i love you.
but, well it's a past eh?
keep thinkin back..
how many things i lost?
how many chances i missed?
i noe i made sombody upset before.
but dun have the chance to say sorry.
or was it becoz i dun have the courage?
i admit i was bloody childish last time.
shld have choosen a better path.
well. i noe. nth much i can do.
but some how. i noe i can make it thru.
maybe tat's realli no SHORTCUTS in life eh?
carryin on wif my journey.
yea. things tat suspose to be leave behind shall be gone.
aint turning back.
i noe. it's my life.
i still got my friends. tho some are not realli always be my side.
but its in my heart. i knew it...
definitely :))
