Monday, December 13, 2004 @3:14 AM
a big big hello to my bloggie readers (:
well. started off my day. 1st thing 1st. i went to church fer services.
it's been a long time. haha. due to my work. my band. sigh.
i think i had miss lots of stuff goin on in my church.
the church goin to have musical play comin fri to sundae.
haha. damn. i miss the chance taking part. lols. nvm.
however i still prefer band ya? =D
church is a place where i rest my heart peacfull at ease.
next. is swsy band prac.
GOSH. james came down today. fug. my hair all stand up lor.
why did he come????? @!#@$#%^&
oh nono. he givin me a lot prb. yaa.
yes. i did mention he's actually quite nice. but fug. he makin fool of me today. -.-
yaya. today sight read all the way. zzzzz.
oh god. i realli play like shit when comes to sight readin.
T_T. i wish i cld have learn more during my sch band times.
i felt like shit seriously. des keep sayin his lousy. wtf!
i wish i can have half of his skill. i wld have luff like there's no tml.
yaya. i'm serious!
today flute no tony. no fahdi. no benjamin. no wei pei. T_T x 2
helmi and alan sat so far from me. des wont tok to me! NO. dun tink about sitting next to james.
i rather sit beside a toliet bowl.
tts 2 others ger beside me and sharon. one from cresent gers sch and another is nayang gers.
cool huh? lols.
dunnoe y i cldnt realli get along wif them pretty well leh.
i hardly cope up wif mr tan n mr fahmi.
oh ya. did i mention mr fahmi havin his pms? he looks pretty pissed off. :|
looks like today band was in a big big mess.
i felt tt too. so messy. i realli like cldnt cope up. btw. I NEED A FLUTE TUTOR.
i still looking now.
band prace ends. yaya. there goes the james big mouth. tt one i shall nt say anithing.
somehow he eventually shut up when me n mervin scolded him tt he's a gay =x
lols!! fun fun. st pat and st andrew folks are cool tho. so close to each other like buddy-buddies.
bahh. there i go again. kk. i admit i envy them alot. well. tis is my life?
i got my own friends too. haha.
st pat n st andrew pple left. actually wanted to wait fer melvin they all. but they like took very long time
so jolin, minahx, pat and me decided to leave.
we went to town. makan.
walk around and took neoprint once again =x
we took 2 rounds? wahahah.
after tat i met up jamie fer supper. went to newton food centre.
wah lan eh. i realli very full man. jamie keep askin me to finish up all the food.
dammnnn. i realli cant finish!! :|
then we chat all the from there to bus stop. then she went home 1st.
when i reach home. it's about 11.45pm
got a gd scoldin from my mom fer comin home ehhh.. late? lols.
pathetic hor.
well. i dun realli care abt it. i need to enjoy.
hahaha.
right now i thinkin abt christmas. at the same time i worrying abt my n lvl result too.
i dunnoe wot i gotta decide to do or wot.
i might not be goin up to sec 5.
i dunnoe. i realli need to tok to someone.
i dun think i got the determination to study hard fer o lvl. ya. seriously.
well. juz wait n see. if i keep worrying abt it. my pimples will pop up again the next day. =x
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oh heyy. thx fer the thing u said today. i felt loved. thx.
we aint gotta be like last time? will we?
tell me u arent hiding smth from me. are u?
oo. comes to think abt it. ya. i'm a sensitive ger.
some how. i nvr fail to look up the sky every nite.
haha. coz i wanna say gd nite to u =D
smth i feel lonely
smth i feel pain
i want to run to you
i want to tell you
but i wont say anything right now.
untill the day ur dream
has been grasped is wot i believe in.
lemme behave like a small kid towards u again. =]
