u were the frend i love.

frm the day we met.
u brought a lot of joy to me.
at 1st i found u abit irritating tho. somehow we got along pretty well.

ha. sms in class. tellin me answer during class test.
chit chat whenever we were free..

lookin back at our conversation, msgers n all.
u said u goin to teach me cookin. and u will cook fer me.
teach me more abt flute. tho u dun realli play much on tt.
bring me out n play after ur Os.
i told u i also wanted to train my drinkin skill. u said u can help me on tt.

**[11:01:20 PM] *Close the d: next time u got ani receipt
[11:01:23 PM] *Close the d: must tell me
[11:01:24 PM] *Close the d: haha
[11:01:26 PM] *Close the d: i wanna learn
[11:01:55 PM] .ordin: haha no receipt 1
[11:02:06 PM] .ordin: its like normal cook onli
[11:03:35 PM] *Close the d: budden i also dunnoe wan
[11:03:35 PM] *Close the d: lolx
[11:04:47 PM] .ordin: haha
[11:04:55 PM] .ordin: cool if 1 day i meet u then i teach u la
[11:04:56 PM] .ordin: haha
[11:05:46 PM] *Close the d: okie dokie
[11:05:49 PM] *Close the d: holiday
[11:06:02 PM] *Close the d: next time i can cook fer my bf
[11:06:03 PM] *Close the d: =x
[11:06:20 PM] .ordin: haha
[11:06:30 PM] .ordin: holiday maybe u go my work place find me
la
[11:06:38 PM] .ordin: if i can get a job haha*****

**[11:18:35 PM] *Close the d: i wanna look fer flute tutor
[11:18:43 PM] *Close the d: i wanna improve
[11:18:55 PM] .ordin: haha i be ur tutor
[11:18:56 PM] .ordin: haha
[11:19:31 PM] *Close the d: haas
[11:19:33 PM] *Close the d: u sure
[11:19:46 PM] *Close the d: better drink ginseng soup
[11:20:00 PM] *Close the d: scare make u vomit blood too much
[11:20:39 PM] .ordin: sure
[11:20:48 PM] .ordin: haha but i donno the notes that well
[11:20:59 PM] .ordin: but i noe how to teach cause i learn from
my fren 1
[11:21:12 PM] .ordin: always see him how he teach his section
[11:21:30 PM] *Close the d: wah
[11:21:31 PM] *Close the d: cool
[11:21:41 PM] *Close the d: i think i weak in sight read
[11:21:46 PM] *Close the d: becoz of braces
[11:21:51 PM] *Close the d: my playing also nt gd
[11:21:53 PM] *Close the d: x_x
[11:22:20 PM] .ordin: haha wait till i c how u play then i can
say
[11:22:40 PM] .ordin: or maybe over the holidays i meet u then u
play for me to hear la***

and tt day. u asked me out.
to accompany u to look fer shoes.
well. it turns out a big suprise fer me. saw ur frends and all.
tt was the day we shared ice cream together. remember?
and i got to noe u better. n i found u're actually a smoker wan.
u even asked me whether u cld smoke infront of me......
u knew i dun realli like it. tho i said its okay fer u to smoke.
but in the end. u didnt smoke.

i was so lookin forward after ur o lvl finish.
while u were studying hard fer Os tt time. u still remember i made the wire thingy fer ya?
to give support fer u. knowing u're stress during tt period.

we didnt tok much like usual. coz i didnt wanted to disturb u.

after ur o lvl ended.
u came to swsyouth.
i tot we can be like last time again.

sadly. u've changed.

things i hoping had turn out in the other way.
hurts me badly. there's when i realized how much u mean to me.

i've been tryin mani ways. communicate wif u.
doesnt seem workin at all.
till tt day. xmas. when i was totally speechless. onli thing tt i can do..
lay down on ur back. hopin u understand i tryin to say.

but. i became so lost.
and i tried to cover my confusion in front of u.
geez. i'm hopeless. i made thing turns out even worse.
even if u are standin in front of me right now. u are juz a stranger to me.

the card u gave recently. u wrote.. 'lets be frend again. tis time n forever.'
do u noe tt was sentence i wanted to tell u long time ago?

thx fer everything.
present u gave. treats. concert tix. coffee and everythingg.

if wasnt u. i guess i still livin in a zombie life.

rite now. tho i find it v hard to tok to u again.
gotta say gd bye. but i will learn n live on happily.
wif the love u gave me. are inside my heart...

i love a frend, who always use to sms me during lesson time.
who smiles at me everytime. tt chubbie lookin.
who is the most gentle person. i ever seem.
who taugh me to look at the stars.
who i knew him on the 30th july 2004. i love him.

till the day. i can reunion wif u...

p.s take v gd care n stays cool. (: