Monday, April 11, 2005 @5:16 PM
it was rainingg. somehow it started to stopp when i finally met up wif u outside the shoppin mall.
u use ur hand n wape away rain droplets on my hair.
and u luff at me how silly i looked.
as usual. i gave u tt funni face back n wanted to walk away.
but u held my hand. i smiled at u. and told i was juz kiddin.
we were holding each other hand n went inside the supermarket.
we shopp fer pasta ingredient.
as we walkin to the counter. saw a v v cute pair of soft toys.
u were askin whether if i wan to buy it.
but i joked wif ya tt i wanted to buy the pink colour fer ya ((:
as we were queneing up.
u smiled at me and said u goin to cook the best pasta fer me.
i gently held tight ur hand n nodded my head.
when i wanted to say smth to u...
damn. my handphone alarm rangg.
6.20am..... mon...........
so. it was juz a dream.
which can nvr be come true.
and i juz realized i was huggin the soft toy u gave me.
went into bathrm. i stare at the mirror.
damn. greeted by one pimles.
wash up n all.
tune in to radio from my hp. n went off to sch...
bahh. i slacked whole dae.
guess tis is the last dae i slackin.
after syf. no more.
hopin. i can do everything on my own.
dun have to depend tt much by huggin doggie to make me slp.
deleted numbers to prevent doin smth which is kinda silly.
started to d/l soothing song which can ease my mind n heart.
browse more bks. findin smth which meaningful to do.
it might be the same like last time.
when. at lease i know wot i'm doin already. yea.
tml. finalli.
is the dae. filled wif mixed emotion.
i dunnoe how to say. one min i will feel like cryin
next min i feel like luff :s
bahh. aniway all the best to everyone out there takin part fer their syf.
yupp. all my frends. jia you.
gsb. we are goin to shine on the stage.
is juz another last 150km to the finishin point.
yupp. khairun. hope u will support us up dere.
i will also play n aim the music in the name of jesus (:
SHINE WE ARE!
