Wednesday, August 10, 2005 @6:01 PM

things are realli gettin out of hand.
sometime i dun understand y- theres always conflict happen among a band.
at 1st i tot my sch band was the worse band.
izit realli tt difficult to learn to give in to each other.
oh well. i'm juz a kid afterall.
i deprived my childhood. tts y i still behave like a kid eh?
i'm noob. i cant do anithing.
at the most. i can onli garb the popcorn n sit down n watch.
useless.
i realized i'm a nothing to you.
frm the beginning till now. i tot u actually felt the same way as i did sometime.
at lease - we use to be there fer each other. a gd frend.
but
i was wrong.
so so wrong.
reality kills me. so badly.