" We share the same side of the moon "-

Monday, September 26, 2005 @1:55 AM

thankful-

a great great big THANK YOU to all my frends out there (x

let see.
candice- 1st one to msg me fer bdae wishes. lols
wei yang. yan yan. desmond (where's my present? :X) izzat. jolin. christina. gN. rudi. my cute little jrs. joeven. angie. minah-
linda. alan. hilmi. faith. emmie. yunus. mervin. fir. timmie. gar meng. melvin. angie etc etc.
thanks thanks. wishes n present (:

alright. todae.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm- okay. i think i made a big fuss durin band prac seriously.
kkae. listen i swear. i will nt perform ani concent unless i brush up my flute skill.
it sounded suckie plsss. i'm so disappointed of myself. very.
sry hilmi. i noe u werent happi at all abt todae while u were sittin next to me. bahh-
feel v v guilty n sry. SRY!!! :'(

gd gd. i clear all the present.
aldwyn. zat. fir. mervin.
oh thank god. all of 'em can fit in the shirt tt i bought fer 'em! xD

haha- great. at last. i got to enjoy myself todae after band.
thanks melvin fer the cake ((:
lols. stupid de xing. feed my hair n face wif cream. :/
esplanade is juz like a earth's heaven to me.
too bad it suddenly rain while we were eatin the cake.

okayyy. one more thinggg.
we were at the tunnel ehh where u go up frm city link to esplanade there.
u noe where pple likes to dance breakin- n skate here n there.
yaa. then we sat there n slack.
chatt abt final fantasy.
musicc. OH YES YES.
' smoke machine!!'the boys realli got nth better to do. lols no la.its realli funni(:
great i recorded it downn :

okay. 1month to o lvl.
sry. i think i'll be away frm online fer sometimes.
yaaaa- bless me pple.
lols.

i realli wish i cld do smth fer all my frends.
but i dunnoe how.
i wanna make myself happi.
but i fail to do it.
when i think of love tt u shared to me.
i tell myself tt i will nvr stop tryin.
juz guess how much i love you pple- (:

Thursday, September 22, 2005 @11:49 PM

roar- one more paper to go.
okay. juz becos of humans.
all my confidence went down.
-______________________-

hai.
one word - stress.

sometime i juz dun get it.
when pple tryin to over come their prb.
they shld noe learn how to do smth where both parties or more are nt hurt or get affected.
wadever it is.
i'm affected. i'm one of them victims.

juz like.
daddi n mommi are quarreling.
daddi said smth too hush. hurts mommi.
mommi gets emo.
daddi dun care.
in the end mommi dun care too.

but the child cares......
tis will truly hurts her heart.

i learnt to give in.
i learnt how to try understand pple. understand how pple will feel.
i learnt to forgive n forget.
n i think these are the most impontant things u must have in ur life.

but other pple dont seem to apply tt.
even i wanna explain.

i think. pple juz think i'm bullshittin.
dun say tt ' i am liddat wan '

when they do smth tt make me feel kinfe stabbin my heart.
i feel like givin up. anitime.

ya. i'm a kid after all.

tts y.
when adults are quarreling among themselves.
they usually ask the children to get lost n stay away frm their business.

i keep drowning down-

but.
i wanna go home.
juz wanna go home.
let me go home.

i'm comin back home.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005 @3:00 PM

bahh.
maths paper can realli destroy my brain cells.
guess wot. my mom started to pmsing again.
she scolded juz becos i was listenin my mp3 player while takin nap -.-
wot to do. i need ta destress myself. i got 3 papers tml!
sob.

aniway.
i v shock tt i had tis dream..
he was there celebratin my bdae.
he gave me suprise.
the present he gave me was. cds. flowers. n... MATHS EXAM PAPERS -.-????
okay hmmm. dun noe y i was so happy abt it. gee. maths papaer.... ._.'
to be honest. i didnt wish to wake up.
but. hais. i need to studyyyy.
yaa. n here i am eatin my lunch while typing.
gonna go fer night study tonight.

i miss u? i think i am.
well- right now. juz gimme 5 min 7 sec to miss u.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005 @5:44 PM

I FINALLI BOUGHT JOI CHUA'S ALBUM :D
all the songs in the album are v nice. :]
lols. i juz keep on listen n listen listening to it.
love it so much.

well. been tired lately.
i did badly fer my prelims.
hais. no more jc trail okayyyyy.

juz realli hope i can do well fer my o lvl. realli-
sob. okay. got nth much to update abt.
goin off to night study. take care pple-

Thursday, September 15, 2005 @3:06 PM

sorry. didnt manage to blog tt i'll be away online as my prelims are comin
VERY SOON.
yupp. i'm in sch com lab right now. with those group IDIOTIC -cant seem to grow up- lower sec kids. bloody nosiy. listen to DES's FAVOURITE LULLABY - crazy frog song - wah lao eh. -.-
aniway i finished doin my sci practical already.
alamak. alot of pple tellin phy practical is NTH.
goodness. i juz hate phy la.
plottin the graph. calculate those stupid numbers find the average.
in the end the ans ARE WRONG.
SIMPLY REMINDS ME OF MY MATHS. GEEEEE-
omfh. juz hate phy pratical la. sigh-
well. on the other hand. chemistry are rather FUN i wld say.
y? i dunnoe. juz fun. lols. addin different chemical gives lots of funni ppt n nice colour in the solution, woot. CHEMISTRY (x

this is strange la.
i started to love chemistry :X
bahh. beside talkin abt my studies. hmmm
lemme see.

oh yes yes. how can i forget abt 24th (or 25th sep)???? xD

heh heh. my frends out there- :X
remember hor. :X:X
25th sep mahh. guess i'll be goin down fer swsy prac-
luckily my prelims ends at 23rd sep. 26 sep fer a-maths paper which means i dun have to go to sch.

hoho- been tryin to get enuff slp almost everydae. n i feelin v great (:!
slpin realli does help alot.
no stress. no worries. muahaha-
glad to say tt i'm gettin along wif my family pretty gd.
spent sometimes to go out shoppin wif my mama. auntie. grandmom.
also spent some nights to eat supper wif my brothers. watch tv wif 'em.

thank god.

yupp yup.
tts all.
lols. man. i miss things which happened in the past.
i knoe lots of misunderstandin, unhappy things were goin around.
but seriously i realli realli want everything to be okay again :(
oh yes. i'm a bad bad bad ger. didnt pray fer like ages already.
but fer my frends out there. i'll pray fer u (:

miss u pple.
love u pple.
oh pls take care pple \(*.*)/

- somedae we reunite. fer all eternity -

Monday, September 05, 2005 @9:49 PM

holidaes are juz great.
no stress. no worries.
but. sigh. goin back to sch fer like 4 days.
lols. but nvm. able to rest n slack are already a blessin :D

aniway. bought new wallet todae.yay.
hmmm.started to calulate all the money tt i spent and money tt i plannin to save.
feel like i've grown up eh?
oh yes yes.i goin to be 17 soon X:

bahh. nth much to to blog abt. shall end here. lols.

Sunday, September 04, 2005 @3:14 AM

booya!
havent slp.
aniway. did some small changes in blog.
under "others"
well. feel free to check. (:(:(:

Saturday, September 03, 2005 @10:56 PM

n so. I'M PERFECTLY FINE. NTH HAPPEN TO ME (:
well. went fer maths tuition.
struggling wif trigo still. -_- help anione?
after my maths tuition. i actually chat wif my tutor.
he asked me wot am i plannin to do in future. takin wot course blah.
suddenly he mentions abt my personality.
he said i'm a person. v negative frm the inside??
cos i always say tt i cant make it n etc.
n then suan me like no dae no nite >_>

juz as i wonder.
am i realli tt kind of person.
lols.

when i think last yr.
i kept sayin tt i gonna flunk my n lvl.
' u wont failllllll laaaaaaa '
yaa. i always cld heard tis when i mentioned tt i cant make it.
rite now. look- i'm sec 5 da jie da in sch :x
haha. those nites tt i was drinkin hot chocalate until i changed to drink coffee.
things seem to change alot.

aniway. HAPPI HOLIDAE to all.
wot a lame n boring entry.
- p.s. take me wif u. till tat dae.

Thursday, September 01, 2005 @4:03 PM

HELLO. it's been a long time ever since i update my bloggg :/
yaya. todae's teachers dae. happi teachers dae to the teachers out there (:

oh well. i'm doin pretty fine. everything's v smooth.
my mom suddenly gave me my atm card. she told me to start to use tis to get my daily/wkly allowance. :/
does it sound gd or bad? i dunnoe.
oh ya. i juz bought a mp3 player! :D

went to sim lim ytd wif yan yan, yu lei, guo ying. my funky china classmates ^^

okayy. sep holidae is comin. hurhur.
mon plannin to go town and play! :D:D
tue i shall be a gd ger to do revision.
wed - fri i gotta go fer study camp -_-

my aim fer tis holidae is to spend it productively.
hope i can master my sci n maths durin the holidae. hmmm.
okayy. one more ting. did i mention tt my ex-sch mate huiying asked me to meet her fer some weird thingy goin on? she've been askin me out to meet her. but she dun wann tell me her motive.
aniway i decide to meet her tml at cck lot 1 mac 7.30pm
yaa. if there's smth wrong or bad happen to me. PLS HELP ME CALL 999.
cos i havent buy insurance. nt plannin to to die so early.
thanks.

hmmm. wot else i have to say. hmm hmm.
i miss him :X lols. rubbish. ta!