Saturday, January 07, 2006 @2:47 AM
its 2.13am rite now.
havin slight gastric pain n its still raining outside.
all my family members' slpin.
and i've been thinking abt my life.
still remember my old entries.
i kept complainin tt i livin in dead world, boring, meaningless and bo liao life?
wishin i cld be in like final fantasy world?
i was wrong..
u nvr noe wot's goin to happen next.
unpredictable. i might die suddenly. or i tio lucky draw again.
one more thing is. i shldnt be sittin around here n do nth.
i wanna do smth tts worth it.
u might think i'm crazy.
cos i plannin to reg n donate my organs if ani things happen to me.
esp my heart. y?
there's some case like a person do transplant n receive donor's heart.
tt person actualli enthralled by the memories of the donor.
ya. i still wanna take gd care of everyone too. tts y.
ofcos. i wanna help the others who struggelin to live on. so ya..
i'm so glad tt the locked door inside me its finalli open.
i wonder whether izit becos god heard my prayer.
but i wanna give myself a chance.
tis time around i realli wish i can protect the pple out there tt i care n love.
in my life. i love them all..
