Wednesday, January 11, 2006 @1:47 AM
oh great. finalli there's connection.
feelin freakin weak. guess i'm gettin slpy rite now.
to be honest. i was cryin juz now.
told yunus abt my crazy tots.
haha. no. i'm nt sad at all. realli. so ya. dun worry (:
k la. go ahead n say i'm a weird person or wadever it is.
but i'm juz doin things tt my heart tells me to.
god will nvr let ani of his children down. esp when they believe so much n doin their best.
hmm.. was hopin u goin call me again.
but well. forgot tt u still havin sch the next dae.
actualli there're lots of lots of things wanted to tell u.
n i dunnoe y. feel so hard juz to open my mouth n let my words reach to ur heart.
blah blah.
hope u readin tis rite now.
my dear dear dearest piggie.
maybe there're lots of things flyin around in ur head now.
i noe. i also felt tis way in the 1st place.
but. like u told me b4. as long as u realli love someone and love him wif all u've got.
n i realli do.
i dun mind wot u done in the past.
but one thing i noe tt. u're so strong.
u realli do wadever it takes juz to archive ur dream and all.
so glad i found u.
u woke me up frm long n endless slp.
i shldnt idlin around blindly.
it so scary when knowin urself become v emotionless n numb.
i cldnt believe i cried again after so longg.
u noe wot. ur gentleness sure warms me lots.
actualli watchin tv also nt tt borin after all.
the feelin of playin on the grand piano realli feels freakin shiok.
i realised i've missed mani mani amazin stuffs.
n nvr knew tt it felt so cozy esp when puttin my head on ur shoulder.
sometime i also wish to turn back time.
hope i realli didnt make those stupid mistakes in my life too.
but god gave me 2nd chance. n i gonna cherish it tis time.
i realli want to fill up all ur emptiness
hold u tight n protect u.
i love u. n i realli realli do ((:
