Friday, February 10, 2006 @11:51 PM
i'm sry to whoever gave me lots of support durin my o lvl.
esp my mom. mrs lim. mrs choy and my gd buddies.
my result its pretty saddenin.
kinda look down myself. i wasted their effort.
i'm sry.
after i took my result.
didnt feel like takin bus to rp.
and i took taxi instead.
taxi driver uncle knew i jus received my result.
i told him my result.
he tot i wanna go rp to apply fer courses.
then i called home n told my mom abt result.
she didnt scold me. and asked me to go home early.
i felt guilty n all.
then suddenly uncle started tokin to me again.
so i asked him. if he was my parents.
will he intend to scold me after knowin my pathetic result.
i was so touched the way he answered me.
then i went to find ter.
i tried my best again nt to cry. and in the end i didnt cry.
so mani things wanted to say. so hard to say it out.
then i went to meet up angie n rest fer band prac.
was tired. end up slpin in the band rm :felt better back then. thanks to those who called me up.
seniors, buddies. realli. thanks alot.
okay. nt plannin to go fer spore idol audition.
ive gt smth more important than tt.
spore idol = smth to kill time.
budden. i love to sing. doesnt means i'm desperate to become an artist or smth.
ya. singing is my dream.
but sing happily tt is wot i wan.
yes. sing happily.
haha. think abt it pple.
maybe goin church instead. haha ya.
have a great chat wif god.
so- wot am i goin to say abt myself.
have i grown up? hmm.
hey! i gonna start findin fer ernest hemingway's 'moveable feast'!
sigh. but i'm broke :\ nvm. borders can read fer free rite :x
well i hope.
guess i gotta depend so much on my pillow ltr on.
huggin it tight tight. no choice man. lols. oh man..
wot am i doin-
