Monday, March 20, 2006 @7:40 PM
geez. i found out smth tt i didnt noe before we both met.
haha. but it felt so sweet inside when i heard tt. hmmm.
come to think of it. things realli turned out tis way unexpectedly.
there were so mani things i tryin runnin away frm.
u stopped me. gave me the signal tt i shld face it all.
untie every knot within me. allow my inner smile to shine once again.
everything abt u realli so warm n gentle.
n i cant find ani better word to describe it.
felt so loved.
was so disappointin tt i cldnt be the person tt can give u the best fer everything.
but still. u accepted it. held me tight in ur arms-
suddenly smth came down n tested me.
n i guess i didnt make it. almost let myself drown inside.
i wasnt dare enough n had the courage to be there to make thing works.
until now i still feel bad fer troubles tt i caused.
i noe there're things i realli cant do much.
i almost tot tt everything gonna end tis way.
well. so suprised- a door opened fer me.
rite now. things didnt go so bad tt i expected.
jus tt. i realli dunnoe wot to do when i miss u so much..
hmm. i guess i found a way. budden. some noob will call me sicko fer no reason. ROAR-
nvm. like my st pats pal like to say - when there's a will. there's a way :X LOL.
seriously dun wan to feel sad or wot.
cos if im sad. how am i goin to make my beloved ones happi.
i keep tellin myself-
i will find myself back again. the me tt can let sun shines into ur heart completely.
God will guide me thru. and i nvr give up on things tt make u smile.
nt forcin myself at all. i jus simply doin smth tt i wanna do.
frm the dae when i have u here. it already smth tt so impossible fer me.
u noe tt i will always love u- (: (:
