Wednesday, March 15, 2006 @12:32 AM
jus finished readin angel heart volume 14.
realli v touchin-
esp cht 144 and 145.
it toks abt this little ger. lives wif her mom onli.
and her mom's begger.
there's once her mom left a note tt she wld be home after awhile.
in the end she didnt come back.
actualli she die outside on the street cos of some illness.
but fer a kid like her. can nvr understand the word 'death'
however tt little ger believes tt her mom will come home eventually
if she go around help pple n all.
until the little ger met city hunter ( ryo and xiang ying) and the rest.
lots of things happened.
she cldnt accpect the fact tt her mom's dead.
but finalli xiang ying's heart ( kaori ) came out and spoke to her
she told the little ger tt her mom actualli already lives within her..
after tt. little ger dreamt abt her mom spoke to her.
and her mom also said the same thing tt
she will always be wif her. one dae she's able to see her mom again.
guess u all wonderin y she said tt rite.
u noe. all of us somehow look like our parents.
maybe our eyes. nose. or even the smile n all.
and one dae when we look into the mirror
u realise u will see ur parents standin in front of u.
nt onli the facial features looks alike.
our action and gesture are exactly same like wot they did last time we saw when we were small kid.
to be honest wif u.
i recently found out something abt my parents frm my auntie.
its all started tt my dad n mom had a shot gun marriage.
u noe. teenagers.. :/ n my dad's a ah beng. he took drug, smoke, drink n all. ya.
they didnt plan well abt havin kids. so my parents had a hard time lookin after my 2 brothers.
and after sometimes. when everything's settled. my mom n dad relationship were better than before.
my dad wanted a daughter so much. and my parents decided to have another child.
so i was born. guess my dad was realli happi abt it.
sadly. at the same time. my dad found out he had lung cancer.
and it was too late to cure. he pass away when i was 3 mth old.
my father-side relative hated me last time.
cos they tot my birth brought bad luck to my dad. and they didnt celebrate fer my full month.
and i finalli understood y my family isnt close wif my father-side relatives.
but after readin tt chpt of angel heart.
i believe my dad realli loves me a lot.
tho i nvr get to see him. but sure there're things tt my dad and i have it.
and i realli believe it.
daddy. i love you (:
