Thursday, April 27, 2006 @11:29 PM
i actualli went out of control todae.
cos it started to tear my heart slowly.
izit becos ur perception makes u think im actualli such a person?
was it i didnt pay enuff attention?
nt tt i requestin ani one of u to understand me.
but there're smth in everyone which other pple dont noe.
yes everyone.
i'd go hungry. i'd go black n blue.
i'd go same things as another pple do.
cos u didnt realise it.
jus tt i extended my limit.
dun compare whos the worse of all. still the feeling we've gt are the same.
izit im makin fool of myself, tts y u thinkin tt way?
dont do things jus for the sake of goin thru the motion.
at the end of dae, no one gains anithing.
even clown will get sick n tired of begin disguised..
i cant believe i will feel tis way again after so long..
maybe i shld go..
everything seem to be so meaningless already.
im tired.. realli-