Monday, February 26, 2007 @12:11 AM
Y.
y suddenly. i feel like alot of things gonna happen.
its like im gonna bz soon.
n is so suddenly.
i almost gt some heart attack.
nt enough time to catch a breath.
worried.
smth tt i look forward the most is the gthigh audition.
nt jus abt able to get in ornt.
im kinda ashame abt myself. well as a musician-
few times tt i wanted to give up on music.
i tot of givin up on flute twice.
whereas singing. its abt singin out frm the bottom of my heart.
its the emotion tt keeps the technic to go on n better.
frankly to say.
im a person cant expression myself well.
it was then music.
i found myself in music.
n hopin pple will understand me thru music.
wifout music,
i guess im nobodi.