Sunday, March 11, 2007 @11:14 AM
ouch.
its a gd dae i realli look forward to.
but it started tis way.
im nt thinkin too much but
sometimes i wonder my mom realli loves me.
or she sees me as a responsibility tt she have to look after me.
its kinda embarrassing tt i have pretend to slp
n use my pillow cover my cryin face.
i noe i can be a burden
but i wan to noe whether she loves me ornt.
ornt i have lesser season to explain to myself
"tt y does my heart keep on beatin?"