Saturday, September 29, 2007 @11:53 AM
I wonder wots and where went wrong.
but i do know i'm really gt affected by the modules i'm taking now.
composing music, reasoning, listening music even more.
especially when comes to composing.
i keep emphasizing kind of music that i want to create.
i keep thinking about it.
finding inspiration and-
it makes me wanting to understand myself even more.
i started to be aware to lots of things around, which i used to be last time.
how ironic.
people like stanley or even mr yusri hint/ask me a similar question sometimes ago.
but when i think abt it right now.
i'm kinda speechless.
for the moment.
i think im lost.
something i tot i understand.
but i realized it just the surface of it.
it all about under that surface.
"独来独去只想找到自己
而眞实的自己就是不能失去你"
